'Til then, let the hurtful messages continue to send.

What do you think of when you hear the word friend? Trust worthy, honesty, laughter, always there for you. . . .right now when i say friends- i feel like a should put quotations around it- i think of back talking, decent, lies, and turning against. I have friends in all groups, all ages. I also have a group of friends my age, i always hang out with, and they don't like/know my other friends. That group has turned against me. (well not really all of them...i think they are just goin through a phase) Today i was told some of the things people have been saying when I'm not hanging out with them cause I'm to busy. Some think I'm a two faced brat, while others think that i think I am to good for everyone. I don't care what people think of me, i never had, they can have their opinions, but when they are some of your close friends you seem t feel about hurt. Right now i just feel like crying. I know there is more to life then this stupid drama but it just hurts. Good thing that I am leaving July 4Th for a whole month and wont have to deal with it. I cant wait. But until then let the hurtful messages continue to send.