Thursday, August 28, 2008

Listen to your heart.

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him
goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty
that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart...


I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

2nd day of school...B Day!!

Today was my 2nd day at East High. I know they let me back in....UNBELEIVEABLE! Here is how it went...

Ap Biology- Story.

So I am not really excited to be in this class. One because I know that Mrs. Story doesnt think I belong and two Im afriad she will be right and I wont be able to prove what I am worth. Uh oh. But the one thing that was funny about this class was that she used me as an example about cell phone usage. For those who didnt know my phone went off one day in her class cause my Dad called me. I turned to turn it off and she ask for my phone. I flipped open it to stop the ring tone and noticed that it was my dad. i said 'its my dad" just out of surprise.. i didnt really mean it for anyone to know. she then yelled "I DONT CARE IF ITS GOD!!" and took my phone. She told me to talk to her after class. When I went and talked to her after class she gave me my phone and told me that my humiliation and bright red face was enough punishmeant. ANYWAYS....she told the story (except the part of giving it back) and everyone looked weirdly at me, like in surprise that AUDREY the QUEIT girl got her PHONE taken AWAY! Oh.....yeah...

Photography- Tyrell

I think this class will be fun. I love taking pictures and capturing life and peserving its memory. I think photgraohy is a passion, joy and love for me. I dont see it as a girl behind a camera i see it as an artist waiting to make a magical picture. But there is like no one in that class that I know. This girl sitting next to me had a hena tattoo. I have always wanted one so I told her that it was really cool. She started telling me about how over the summer she got a FULL body one by her boyfriend and how it was weird laying there naked. I looked at her in amazement. I dont even know her name. EWW!! ha ha

Math- Hair

Yes my math teachers name is Mr. Hair. Weird.....But that class it boring. Its kind of funny cause I had like six boys all sit around me and they were all jrs. They each had head phones and were listening to them way to load that i could tell you what song they were listening to.

Ap World History- Mc (something)

AHHH. He is creepy and that class is going to be alot of work and self teaching.


Well that was my day. I have dance tonight and I am so excited!!! I will miss jillian but she promised to come next week! YAY

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

First Day of School!

Im back at East High School for another fantastic year! YAY! Today was and A day. And it went at little like this:

1st Period: French- Madame Collmar

I walk in to the same classroom as I had before. My neighbor Nataile was with me along with Lauren. I didn't realize how much I didnt know until she started quizzing us and no one knew the answers. She asked me some question, of course i didnt know the answer, so I said "Can I have a life line" She laughed so hard I thought she would die, then she looked and shy Jeremy and said "Your her life line" he shot me a death stare and guessed on the answer. WRONG. hee hee

2nd Period: Health- Bills

I have a feeling that this class is going to be awkward. The only people i 'really' know is Andrew, Elliot, and Jane. Andrew doesn't like me due to this thing that happened in like 7th grade where we both liked eachother and then his friends started teasing him and such...long story! Then Jane is that girl who is on top of the "girl ladder" and just is perfect! And then Elliot doesnt talk to me. It sucks! And then the teacher is awkward himself. he used to be a coach for football or something. Uh oh. and health is just a weird class any ways.

LUNCH!

So there is this kid named Chris right. He has been texting me all summer and people had said that he started to like me, but how can he like me if the only way we comunicate is through pointless texts? Ya...So he text me on sunday. The convo went some what like this:

Chris: Guess what i wont be going to go to school with you annymore..
Audrey: Oh really? why?
Chris: Moved. Im going to Skyline.
Audrey: Oh Fun
Chris: Will you miss me?
Audrey: I guess
Chris: Your being a jerk (something about moving and not missing him..)
Audrey: What?

So anyways...I went to lunch to day and saw Chris sitting over on the edge. I walk over and asked "How is skyline?" He turned bright red and all his friends started laughing. I then said "Im glad your back" Smiled and walked away. I couldnt beleive that he would totally lie to me like that. I dont know. I found his reaction funny,

3rd period: English- Parkin

This class I think will be fun. I personally can and like to write more that math or biology so I like stuff like that. Thats all I really have to say about that class.

4th period:Drama- Micky!

This is my favorite class. There are only like 10 poeple in my class so I feel like we are going to be close. It will be fun. Im so excited. And Collin got his braces off and his hair looks so cute i almost didnt recongize my "prince charming" (inside joke) Ha ha there is also this new kid that is kind of cute from NC. Its will be so much fun! Try outs for the musical are next week and I have no idea what to sing. Its Throughly Modern Millie. I can never choose songs...so....help?

Hope your day was as fun as mine! Love you!

******Good luck to Morgan on her try outs for the big league now at SUU!!********

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Nessuno?

Ehi. Dunque mi domandavo appena se spreco la mia scrittura di tempo su questo blog. Non so che posso l'hav e il la maggior parte della vita di intresting o lei non piace il mio stile nella scrittura. ..but è lí fuori nessuno da leggendo lí? La bontà, ho indossato il bisogno un commento su ogni palo, ma amerei sapere che qualcuno legge.

Nessuno?

Sunday, August 17, 2008

And the hardest part of school was coloring inside the lines.

School is about to start in a week or so and Im not sure if i want to go back. I have my new classes and Im so excited for photography and drama. I am a little nervous to be in Mrs. Story's AP Biology. She didnt think I should be in that class, and I HAVE to prove to her that I can do it. I can pass it. I will study so hard that you wouldn't believe. I dont want to have the year come to a end and see her saying silently "I told you so" I need to succeed. I want to be able to come out of French 2 knowing more that "I am sleepy." I want to walk into drama this year with full determination to not let Erica's comments make me feel down about my self. No she wont get to me. I know she has a very beautiful voice and she is very talented. Its her gift. That doesnt mean I cant try a little or have fun while making a complete fool out of myself. Before it scared me, the comments I would get after my pitiful attempt at Romeo and Juilet or my not fast improv. A cute voice and shy personality will not get you to far. I am going to work harder to make my life matter. So I don't sit in bed at 12 Am and text my best friend saying I want my innocence back cause the she choices made. I want to text her in reply saying, Im living my life and Im happy with it.

But, it just caught up to me that a lot of the people who inspired me and made me smile each and everyday wont be there in the halls anymore. Its weird to think they have graduated and I am not to far behind. I don't want to face to reality. Just not yet at least. I want to go to the first day of school and have Morgan hand me a note, folded in her creative way, that i never mastered how to fold. I want Max to smile and wave awkwardly at me while asking how I was doing in front of all my friends, making me feel like the coolest girl. I want to hold Kramer's hand in the opening circle and hear his speeches of how wonderful the show will be. I want Kevin to say Hi in the hall every time i pass him. I want Samir and Shippy in my drama class goofing off and telling stories. I want Sam to not talk to me cause he thinks I had a long conversation with him through honesty box, when really it wasn't me. I want Jillian in my dance class. Oh I just didn't want anything to change and I didn't realize that it did until now. Funny how thinking at 2:00 Am can rearrange your thoughts.

Silly as it may sound. I really wish you were going to school with me again, like back in 1st grade. Where we didn't have a care in the world. And the hardest part of school was coloring inside the lines.

Heres to my school year, and to those who will be having a much bigger adventure. I miss you already.

Friday, August 15, 2008

I just kind of wish i wasnt so shy.

Hey. I just got back from 9 square. Actually I didnt play at all. I watched. I have never played before and was afraid of trying it in front of all the people I didnt know ( i knew there names but thats it....graduated seniors) I really wanted to play, but I was to shy, quiet and slightly afraid of making a fool of my self. I had fun watching though. I just kind of wish i wasnt so shy.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

SiMpLe WoNdErS!

Life was so simple there. Up in the mountains. It was quiet, blissful and worry free. I would wake up in the morning on my own, the sun shinning through the old pink curtains, and birds singing in the background. I never had to worry about how I looked, it didn't matter, I wasn't there to impress anyone. It was a time just to enjoy the beauty of nature that some how always seems to be taken for granted. My cabin, located a few miles out of Evanston Wyoming, in not much. A few logs here and there. It has running water, indoor bathrooms and even a television. Surrounded by trees, no neighbors close by. Its wonderful. And its an escape from the fast moving life of the city. Being up there clears your mind and opens you eyes wide to the beautiful world around you. There are small animals that hang out around the cabin and on the small deck. My grandfather has made every little nick-nack to make the little animals feel like they live in a food frenzy theme park. I love to sit and watch them scurry around, chasing each other up and down the tall evergreen trees. Just up the road is a lake. I spent two of my three day escape enjoying its wonders. The first day it was cold, but not the type of cold that would send chills running through my body like an electrifying shock from a lightning bolt. Just enough to wear a sweatshirt. The lake was quiet. Resting in between a bed of green. A thick layer of grey clouds made a blanket in the sky.
Then it started to rain. While others around me rushed around to pack their things up and save their hair, I just sat there, on the log that had been my coach for the last few hours. The rain poured down upon the still lake. Rings circled around the center point each drop made. Its was amazing. Breath taking and Pure. The second day was quite the opposite. The sun peaked out from the clouds all day. Warming the earth enough that the flowers bloomed and seemed to smile up at the sun like they haven't seen their close friend for a few days. I could do nothing but smile and absorb the sun's beaming rays. I was sad to go. I got home today. Its not the same, but looking out my bedroom window I noticed the details in the huge mountains that lay across a blue sky. Their beauty more pronounced today.

While up in a little cottage in the woods I watched the opening show of the 2008 Beijing (Bay-Jing) Olympics. I watched through the dirty screen of a television while my dad was there, living the moment. It was truly a well done event. Magical even. I cant believe that they had 15,000 cast members. All together. Like one heart beating. I was impressed. I love to watch the different athletes walk in. Witnessing their outfits, flags, personalities, and reaction to the large crowd and performance. The story of the little boy who walked in with China made my heart sink. He was nine years old, and a survivor of the terrifying earthquake that shook the ground of china a few weeks back. He dug himself out of the rubble and then went back to save to of his friends. When a nearby reporter asked him why he went back his response was simple "I went back cause Im the hall monitor. Its my job." It showed the compassion and respect this young kid had. His story is one that should be always told. Its a story of survival and its a story of heart. We could all learn something from someone so small.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Never forgotten moments in life...

Do it, you know you want to....

1. Add a comment on my blog and leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot just do anything you remember!
2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

It's actually pretty funny to see the responses. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave one about you. If you don't want to play on your blog, or if you don't have a blog, I'll leave my memory of you in my comments.

Pretty please! xoxo

Molly.

Today I saw my bestest friend in the whole world. We were friends through from the beginning. She moved away to her forest castle in Minnesota in 2nd grade. We wrote letters always and still do (just not as much) She came into town and had a little open house for all the family friends to come visit. I was so excited. I showed up today, she was standing there, i couldnt have been so happy. We talked for three hours. So much that we even didnt know what to say. I had to leave, it was so hard saying goodbye. Hopefully we will be better at writing eachother. But you know you have a great friend when only see them once in a few years, but still know she will always be your best. Always be there for you. Thank you Molly, for everything, for nothing, for being my friend.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Summer is almost over...but I'm not ready to let it end

I need an adventure. I want an adventure. Every since I got back from my skate tour excitement, I have had the need to go somewhere. I want to make this summer memorable and not spend it sitting around watching all three Pirates movies. If there is someone with an idea please share. Summer is almost over....but Im not ready to let it end.

*Kramer if your reading.....lets adventure oh so very soon. Im getting older by the minuet!