Saturday, October 18, 2008

Bouncing is for balls.

U.E.A. Ahhh. A time to relax and enjoy a few wonderful days with out classes, teachers, and homework. I wish I had every thursday and friday off. A lot has happen these few days, nothing bad, everything wonderful.

I think we shall start with Friday. Friday was like frosted flakes. It was GGGGGRRRREEAAATTT! ha ha Friday was my good friend Lindsay's 16th birthday. To surprise her i "kidnapped" her and took her out to lunch and to get our nails done. Im not really one who goes and gets her nails done and loves it, but it was pretty nice to get them done and be papered. They didnt last too long- every nail has a the tip edge scraped off. Oh well. Anyways- afterward my sis, mother and me went to the wonderful Park city for the evening. My sister and I got our own room together and well my parents the same. The room was amazing. One large king size bed, a deck with a view of the sunset, and a shower will the shower head of heaven. We stayed up all night, ordered pizza at 10 p.m. and then went swimming until 11:30. We ate the pizza out in the hall at this random glass table with chairs. This really cute guy started to walk past, as he did I gave him the look that he deserved (drooling beautifulness..ha ha) and the minet i did so, Mr. Hottie turned around. He gave me the biggest smile and walked back where he came from. We saw him again at the pool late at night, he was with three girls, and those three girls were all over him all night. When I walked passed him he turned to the girls and said "that is her," they giggled but my sister said he never took his eyes off me. Ha ha. He kept giving me glances all night and when my sister and I were the only one in the pool, he left his girlies and jumped in. Doing a complete "Zac Efron" move. Going under water and attempting to look attractive comming out. I admit, he did, but he also reminded me of a mermaid.

I left the hotel this morning and went to my Grandparents house to meet my cousin Kellie and aunt Pattie who flew in from Spokane late Friday. We went shopping everywhere and out to lunch and dinner. It was wonderful to catch up with my much missed relatives. I haven't laughed so hard in a while.

Love you all.

Goodnight.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

On the other hand, you have different fingers.

It snowed a bit today! I am super excited!! I love the snow-but I hate being cold. For you all who know me- you know i am always cold! I can never seem to be warm enough! Goodness...what will we ever do with me!

Anyways. I cant believe that East lost against Cottonwood. I mean come one- we didn't loose by a few points we lost by A LOT! AHH. The game was fun though. Lindsay, my best friend, and I went to the game looking cute-but not warm. We froze! By the time we left the game, our toes hurt so bad! AHH! At the game, my cousin Luke came. I missed him. Alot. I haven't seen him since......to far back i cant remember. I'm glad we are still friends. But i realized time has changed him. He now is all about getting drunk, sneaking out, and making out. He told me I would be the funniest drunk and he is going to get me drunk so I can get my first kiss. He was so different. It was weird. It wasn't my same cousin I saw months and months ago. He had changed too much. But i still love him oh so deeply. he has been like my brother and he will always be. I just hope that he makes the right choices. He has so much to offer. He is an amazing soccer player and can cook the most delicious meals right off the top of his head. ha ha it makes me smile just thinking of the fun times. He almost died once....the worst experience of my life so far....I cant imagine losing him. <3

I need an adventure. Like badly. I want to escape. You know...Jump in a car, ride until the gas runs out and then walk so far.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you mad.

I am going to start with girls are evil. They truly are. When we have a problem with another girl (or guy even) we gab and gossip about that person until our lips are sore from flapping around to much. When something goes wrong, it always the other persons fault. So lets blame them and tell stories to everyone. I noticed today, starting with my first period (French), that girls gossip and tell lies way to much. Every class, there was a situation where one was hating the other and so on. God! Why can't we be more like guys and just swing a punch in the face and call it even. Its annoying. During lunch, during drama, even during English, some girl came up to me and told me some heka large tale about why I should hate someone else because of what they "did or didn't" do to them. Even adults are guilty. Girls want to tear people down mentally, by destroying statuses and friendships and GAH! Okay I'm done.

Second. Most boys are rude.(most was the key part in that sentence) Self centered jerks. I mean come on! When they say or do stuff, do they think about who they are hurting? I am going to use one of my friends as an example. She has liked this boy since the beginning of time, or 6th grade either one, and he has seemed to like her back. Like a month ago she was texting him (which happens often) when lovely "Mr. right" asked the imfonous question "who do you like?" My friend.....lets call her Susie....Susie answered being the brave, sweet, honest girl she is "actually you...." I know, cute right? Right! To make things more fairy tale like he answered "i like you too..." Oooohhh. Sigh. So they text some more, blah blah, and decided to hang out after the football game (or something like that). When that time came, Mr. Right galloped off with Miss Make out with everything that has a heartbeat and chest hair! And guess what they did....made out. He ditched her to make out with Miss Too Much Action for My age! RUDE. This was all upsetting to any girl who knew about the whole situation and only wanted the best for..."Susie." Susie shook it off and figured she would still be nice and friends with him. Susie is in this club thing at school you see, and they are having a date night. Susie called Mr.Right/Wrong/Rude and invited him to be her date, he accepted and said he WILL be there. WHAT EV! He text her last night (like two weeks after the invite) and asked what time her thing was at, she answered with the time and asked if there was a problem. Mr.Right/Wrong/Rude replied with the answer of something like "I actually have already committed to this soccer date night do dah, they asked before you did." Which is pretty much a lie. I can almost guarantee that soccer girls called that night and since they were older and more popular and have nots that his heart just couldn't say no! Give me a break! Now Susie is all by her lone some for the date night so far. So do you see why currently I think most guys are jerks.

Wow. I'm glad I spit all that out with out choking someone! On a lighter note I have a slightly funny/sad/weird/idk story to tell you about my day. Do you remember a few posts back me mentioning a boy in my health class wanting to go skating with me? Well, this is about him. Since that little conversation, he has open the door to talk non stop. I see him everywhere all the time. He is so nice and such, its just the whole walking with me to everywhere is kind of weird. Ha ha Anyways, Today walking out of health he ctahces up to me and starts talking (imagine that) I was kind of getting annoyed with him and just kind of everything that i had to get away. When I started walking passed the lunch room he asked:
*I'm just calling him Seth
Seth: Are you not going to lunch today?
Audrey: Um...I just need to go to my locker
Seth: Oh. Can I come?....I would love to see your locker
Audrey: Sure? But its not very exciting....
So we walked up to the C floor to my locker. Now I haven't really used my locker at all this year, so I don't know what number it is or the combination. So here I am walking a talking boy to my locker, with the combination and number in my hand on a piece of paper. He thought it was really funny that i didn't know my locker. When we got there, i opened it, through in a random notebook, cause honestly I didn't need to go to my locker, and shut the door. He was still talking. Then he walked me back downstairs to the sophomore lunch area. He asked if I wanted to sluff 3rd period with him. I said no, being the good girl I am, and not completely trusting the talking boy. Then he begged, I gave excuses. Then he said alright. I said I had to go. He left. AHH It was so randomly long and annoying. Its just one of the situation you cant get out of and really want/need to! That was the exciting story of the day.

Tonight we decorated our house with Halloween decorations. My sister got so excited it made me want to curl up in a ball and pout cause I no longer felt the same excitement from putting paper jack-o-lanterns on the windows and such. I mean why don't i? I tried so hard to play "I am as excited as you are for the up coming holiday" as best as I could, but I think she could tell because she kept asking "Are you having fun?" I was, really! But it wasn't the same.

Oh yeah. I need to get my permit. My birthday was March 1 and I still haven't gotten it. I don't know if its laziness, time, or what but goodness. I am sick and tired of my friends nagging on my to get it. I don't have the family time to drive and take the test and get it! I have only gone driving twice cause both my parents work and we are all so busy. I want to drive, really, but now, I feel like I am never getting my permit. Every time my friends get together we they talk about where was the last place they drove and laws and how excited they are to get there license in blank number of days. I just sit there cause I don't even have my permit. It makes me want to just cry. I hate being behind everyone else.

That's my ramble. I hope you have a good night. Later! <3

Sunday, October 5, 2008

"Your like my musical soulmate."

Its raining outside and I am so excited. I love when it rains...everything about it! My windows are opened as far as they can letting in the cool breeze. This weekend has been wonderful, in no particular way or fashion. It just was.

Friday night I went to the homecoming game and cheered on East's football (beautiful) team. We won, of course! The game was a lot of fun in the sense of hanging out with your friends, finding out who is hanging with who and such. The football players aren't that bad either. I must say, goodness, our team has some cuties! :) brought my sister to the game (I know, I know, she is three years younger, blah, blah, But she is my best friend!) and I think she had fun hanging out with the coolest sophomores of the school! Ha ha Everyone was kind to each other. Spencer still wont talk to me, he acts like I don't exist after my sarcastic remark oh so long ago. Gah! Get over it. Oh well, if he feels the need to forget me and all...his loss. But overall It was a really fun night.

On Saturday I felt like Cinderella. My mother asked me to clean the house for our guests who were coming to dinner. So i did. When the time came to get "pretty," I truly felt as if my fairy tale had started. There I was looking cute as can be after the cleaning all day, and I was still ready for my fairy godmother to come and take me to the homecoming dance. I want to go so so so badly. I respect the religious views of not dating until 16 and all, but why not dances?? I mean you have them in your stakes and wards all the time. My friends wouldn't even go stag with me. We would be in a group of girls, and yet..they still are not old enough! Gah! I should have just gone all alone.... :(

Today, Sunday, I slept in, did some homework and went to see a movie at Gateway with Gabrielle. We took trax down and ran oh so very fast to make it to the movie on time. We went and watched "Nick and Nora's Infinite Play list" which was so cute and funny. It is made by the same people as Juno....so you knew it had to be good. Some of it I was a little worried about my sister, but she seemed oblivious. Whew! After the show, we went and spent our gift cards and the AMAZING ZUMIEZ! I purchased an awesome robot tee shirt and a sweater from the mens section. (The mens clothing are more attractive on me then the women's in some cases...) That made the day even better. I plan on wearing my man sweater tomorrow!

Tomorrow...School doesn't start until 9:20 AM because all the teachers are having so fancy to do meeting. I plan on sleeping in, taking a long shower, and actually trying to look pretty for school tomorrow. It will be relaxing.

****Oh my goodness!! Random thought but: If any of you had Mrs. Story for AP biology you know where I am coming from. Thursday night I finished all my vocabulary cards for ch. 4 and tonight I finished my chapter outline too. Its not even due for another week, but I wanted to get it done so I can study...But my hands are ike cramped up. My outline was eight pages front and back, neatly printed, works of art! AHH! Too much work, hopefully it will all be worth it. ha ha

Well goodnight. I hope it continues to rain!!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

You forget all of it anyways.

"You forget all of it anyway. First, you forget everything you learned-the dates of Hay-Herran Treaty and the Pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your teachers, and eventually you'll forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, oh so slowly, you forget your humiliations- even the ones that seemed indelible just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college. Who threw the best parties. Who could get you pot. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and even the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. And then once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else."


That was from the book I am currently reading- Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac- that made me stop and think. Is it not all true. Will we forget all of that? Will it matter who is popular now or slightly behind? Will anyone of us remember? Right now, sure, we all say we will, but is it true? Looking back 20 years from now will I remember watching Becca kiss/orange hold with the new Phillip kid from Sweden? Will I remember the cute words said by my latest crush (who will not be named)?