ITS THE LAST OF 2008

Good Morning to all you beautiful people. I haven't typed a few words on this ol' blog for a while so I thought that it would be swell to entertain you with my lovely life. Yippie. I hope you all are having a wonderful holiday break and that Santa was good to you. 

Mood: I feel really wonderful at the moment. Its going to be a great last day of 2008. I am excited for tonight because my best friend Lindsay is coming over and we are going to have a party! (and maybe Becca... and a few boys but I'm still thinkin about that one... hee hee)

Listening Too: "Can't stop movin' " By: Sonny J  

Quote of the Moment: "I wanna be just like Sponge Bob (chop chop chop chop (hand motions up and down) You know with the crabby patties!!"- My dear sister Gabrielle. Oh how there is never a boring moment with that one. :) 

Just Wondering: How come when you find out that when some one has a crush on 

you, you start to kind of like them too? (Even though when before you never looked at them like that...) Curious stuff man!! 

Headlines: 

• Christmas was wonderful (as always!) I received many amazing gifts that i really wanted (except my vans shoes... oh well) My favorites were a peace necklace from Gabrielle, Berret from Santa, and this lap top (MAC BOOK BABY!!!!) for me and my sis to share from Santa. It was truly amazing. The food was great and I'm sure i ate too many mash potatoes. I loved spending time with all my family too. 
• my sister is sleeping on my floor at the moment... don't really know the reason. 
• My father leaves for Austria tomorrow. :( 
• I love to ski! It
  

 is an amazing sport. The feeling of the cool breeze in you hair and the sun hitting your face giving you that goggle tan you try to workon every year but yet it doesn't work but yo feel like there is hope for this year because a goggle tan is all you really want at the moment!!I ski at the wonderful Deer Valley Resort. I have season pass tickets because they come out of the my Dad's pay check when he runs the World Cup ski events and stuff up there. (He's pretty important... no Konrad no event) Yesterday the sun was out and my sister and I went out just by ourselves. It was amazingly fun. And guess what is even more amazing. . . . I haven't fallen once. (I bet i just jinxed my self. Uh oh) 

• MY computer is being weird. i have to stop. 

Ok: So this is annoying. It keeps changing sizes and spacings. GAH. I hope it looks not to bad for you. 

Have a great new year! Love ya! 

All I want for Christmas is You.. Baby!

Goodness readers! I have not shared my rambling thoughts for many days now. It feels god to finally have the time (and a computer) where i can just spill out my feelings and thoughts. Relief. Ha ha Life for me has been quite busy lately between school, homework, and family stuff. I feel i never stop running or doing something. I'm feel like the energizer bunny. 

Mood: I feel worn out and sleepy. I also have this terrible sick feeling to my stomach. I am excited for the last day of school before the Holiday Break tomorrow. Yay! Tomorrow will be a party. 

Listening Too: "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" (the newer version movie) *I know so Christmas spirited!*

Quote of the Moment: "And the Grinch, with his Grinch feet ice cold in the snow, stood puzzling and puzzling, how could it be so? It came without ribbons. It came with out tags. It came with out packages, boxes, or bags. And he puzzled and puzzled 'til his puzzler was sore. The Grinch thought something he hadn't before. What if Christmas, he thought, doesn't come from a store. What if Christmas, perhaps, means a little bit more. " - Dr. Suess 

Just Wondering: Is is the right thing? My friends are plotting revenge against this boy in my  grade. He is a huge skeez and is playin' many girls at the same time. (including my good friend) His nick name is John Tucker. (because it fits him so much if you have seen the movie) But anyways- they want to do stuff to his locker or his house. Maybe even create a facebook profile of him and use it against him. I just think its wrong. I mean do we really need to punish him like that. No man, no matter how much of a man hoe he is, or woman deserves to be treated like that. I think we should just stay away from him and ignore him. If we don't play to his wants he wont hurt one of our hearts. I don't know. My friends think I am nuts. But if they go through with this, they are taking chances. I personally would not feel right about doing that to anyone. Its not right. And if they are caught. Suspension and they will be lower than him. I don't know.. . . 

Headlines: 

• My Father is in Winter Park Colorado
• I am done with drivers ed and only have to do my drivings and observations
• I still don't have my sister's Christmas present
• I want to see the movies: Changeling and Nick and Nora's Play list (again) 
• I know this may sound weird but I am craving to hang out with Joe and Patrick. They are my friends and they are just so much cooler than  most boys I know. I kind of feel accepted when I hang out with them or even just talking to them. 
• So Wiley and the Harry Man has been going great. We have traveled to two school so far and both have been amazingly fun. Since I am the student director, I am not in it, so i have been running lights and just helping out it anyway possible. The last performance we went to Hillside Middle School. I sat up in the booth running lights. As I watched the performance I was so amazed and thrilled. I know this is lame, but as I listened and watched and I saw a moment that was perfect or when one of the characters get the line they struggle with the most I get this feeling of like proudness. Its a wonderful thing to watch a show grow from the beginning to end. I think I am going to miss it. 
• I need to music. I want new songs. If you have any... please share. 
• I hate math. Except for that cutie that walks by and sharpens his pencil. Goodness.
• I found out today that most men prefer something sweet smelling like vanilla as a women's perfume instead of something fruity. This made me happy cause Warm Vanilla Sugar is my scent! Ha ha I love that smell from bath and body works. 
• No school for two weeks after tomorrow!!!!!!

Random Fact: We took our family Christmas photographs on t

he day that it snowed so hard. Here is the one we chose for our 

cards: 

Funny Moment: The other day in French we had a bit of a misunderstanding. The conversation went like this: 

Audrey: I don't want to go to Health. 

Lauren: Audrey,I don't think your going to hell.

Audrey: ha ha huh? 

Well at least it was funny when we said it! :) 

Oops I forgot: Happy Christmas! (If I don't write again till then.... :) 

Off Limits

The weekend is drawing to a halt and I don't want it to stop. My weekend has be busy as can be and I wish there was more time. I have a feeling this up coming week is going to be quite crazy. Like a roller coaster: you know that down hill is coming as you inch you way to the top, you just don't know when until your heart rams against your rib cage and your there.

Mood: Goodness. I am stressed out a bit. I have been going going going and I'm afraid that it wont stop. I am sleep, but don't want to sleep. I am nervous, but i don't know what for. I am sad, for some odd reason. And I am happy, because I just got a text.  

Listening too: "Some kind of Love"  By: Velvet Underground 

Quote of the Moment: " Never rush in love for it never runs out, Let love be the one to knock at your door, so by the time you start to fall, you know your feeling is for sure." 

Just Wondering: How do you get the hiccups? I have them right now and they are very annoying. How do we get them? Something with our breathing and heart stopping? Any answers?** HICCUP**

Headlines:

• Friday night I went to Drivers Ed. and sat with Ryan during the class. He kept doing this cool thing with his pen that I am determined to master. 
• Also that night was Becca's Birthday and we played kissing rugby. That game is quite dangerous but really entertaining to watch. I do not play ( I mean honestly can you imagine me playing.... PAIN would be on.) I helped Amy call out numbers and letters, but it was fun.
• Saturday morning i was supposed to drive and observe as part of my driving hours. I woke up at 7:00 in the morning and went to the driving place. For two hours I sat in the back seat with this dude that smelled like smoke while this tall kid drove with the instructor. After he was done I was supposed to drive just like I had registered for online. When I went to ask he told me I wasn't on the list and to just go home. It made me sad. Even though i was really nervous I wanted to drive. 
• Today I made ginger bread houses. The smells, the tastes and the family made it wonderful. 
• I don't want to go to school tomorrow. :( 

Random Fact: I took some abstract photographs for my class. Tell me what you think: 

The Wonders of Note Passing

Hello Dudes and Dudettes! 

Mood: I am doing amazing. I am happy. I feel loved. Isn't it a good feeling when you someone tells you a compliment or something that makes you smile (even if he has a girlfriend)? I love it. Ah i love texting. ha ha 

Listening too: "All I want for Christmas is You" By: Mariah Carey  and "Great DJ" By: The Ting Tings 

Eating: Well actually I am drinking warm lemonade with honey. It is such a calming drink. YUM!

Quote of the Moment: "Oh, no, no, no, no, no, I can't stand it! It's too easy! The child is in love with a human. And not just any human. A prince!" - Ursula (The Little Mermaid) 

Just Wondering: What makes a sunset so beautiful? I love sunsets, everything about them. The way the colors melt together or the cloud "puffs" sprinkle

d through the sky. No sunset is the ever the same. Its like a snowflake, each one different. Every fairy tale dream I have had involves my 'prince' and I on the beach with a beautiful sunset. You get the most satisfying feeling when you take your camera and capture the perfect moment that is spread across the sky. AHH. I love sunsets. 

 

Sunset taken this summer on the Oregon Coast during the skate tour! 

Headlines: 

• I think today should have had the name of "The Day to Piss Aud Off!" because goodness... everyone seemed to to do something that made me either want to cry or get mad or something. (being the nice person I am I tried not to let it get to me)  That is probably why I am in such a good mood at the moment, cause I had such a bad day. Listen up: 

1. Today was Sarah's 18th birthday (she drives me to school along with my other neighbor) and because I love her oh so much i made her cookies. Well skipping ahead: the other girl in my car just told Sarah she was taking two cookies and just took them and put them in her lunch with her other cookies her mom packed her. It bugged me because I had made them for Sarah. 
2. Okay so in English we had to write a rough draft of a paper under the prompt "What historical figure would you want to me and what one question would you ask them and why" My draft was I guess not long enough and when my teacher asked me why my essay was too short I told her I must have misunderstood the length requirements and I said all I needed to say in one page instead of a page and a half. She then said "boo hoo" and brought her hand to her eyes like she was crying. Grr. Then when she asked me who i wrote to and I said Martin Luther King, she went off on a rampage about not being creative and choosing a trite character. I told her my my question was to ask King what he thought about the change in history and electing an African American for president. She said "okay" and walked away. I just thought that my question was really creative. Ahh. Who cares I guess. 

• Anyways: tonight in Drivers Ed. I got all courageous and passed a note to this cute boy sitting in front of me. He wrote back. I wrote back. Blah blah. Then afterwards he officially introduced himself to me and we realized that we had been at the same Halloween party. I felt bad that i didn't recognize him... but he remembered me. Ha Ha. Well that made my night. 

Well that's all I have to say! Peace.

xoxo,

Audrey 

Yes, I do think Anthony Trabert is extremely attractive

Good Evening readers my blog! How are you doing this fine evening? I am alright.  I had a pretty good day: 

Mood: I feel wonderful. I don't have my head ache that I have had all day which is wonderful. I really love life at the moment (as you can probably tell through my more up- beat posts.) 

Listening too: "Whatever You Like" By: T.I. 

Eating: Nothin' - I just had cookie dough though cause I made birthday cookies for Sarah! 

Quote of the Moment: "I tried to be cool, but your so hot that I melted" - 'I'm yours' By: Jason Mraz

Just Wondering: I'm wondering why I love music so much! Ahh. I don't thin

k I would be able to survive with out it. Every song can depict a mood or generate a feeling. Some make you want to get up and dance others make you want to cry.  I love music. 

Headlines: 

• Mrs. Story is out to get me. 
• My new photography assignment is to take 20 ABSTRACT photos and I am super excited.
• We had a sub today in Math who was awesome. And  fire drill. Oh and there is this cutie! AHH. Heart throb major. 
• My sister tried out for Peter Pan today and I think she did well.
• I bought Morgan's present and sent it to her...finally!
• My drivers class was a bit more exciting tonight. Goggle boy was there again! But this time Lily was sitting the uncomfortable plastic chairs. Having a friend that I knew well made the class go buy faster. 
• I made cookies.
• I don't want to go to school anymore. 

Random fact: I have ripped the skin of the back of my ankles completely and they hurt. I wore my new tennis shoes with short socks when running. The back of the shoe rubbed the skin off and my ankles were bleeding a whole lot. Now they are wrapped and way painful. "I feel a pain coming on." 

Funny Moment of the Moment: The movie Elf was on when I was making cookies. That movie makes me laugh so hard! 

Oops! I forgot: You should all check out "I want you" By: Savage Garden. It is like my favorite song ever! The music video is pretty cool too. 

Ciao! 

P.S. We Rock!

Hey Everyone. Today was a Monday- I hate Mondays. They are the worst day of the week. (In my personal opinion at least.) I'm currently smiling and laughing a lot because I am taking to Collin (and that boy makes me smile) so this post may be a bit too giddy. 

Mood: I am all smiles. (As mentioned earlier.) Which doesn't happen to me often lately. I am also very tired, so I am planning on going to bed once I am done with my cyber social life. 

Listening too: "Love Bug" by: The Jonas Brothers

Eating: Nothing- but I am extremely hungry...

Quote of the moment: (Wendy kisses Peter Pan and he starts to glow) 

Captain Hook: "Pan... you're pink"

Just Wondering: I am wondering what I am going to write for my essay for English. The prompt is: If  you were to travel back in time what historical figure would you meet? What one question would you ask and why? I don't know what to write... hmmm. I asked my Father and he said "Jesus and ask him, Why." Goodness. Good idea father but I cant write a page about that! Any ideas??? 

Headlines:

• Today is Morgan's Birthday! HaPpY BirThDay Morgan!!! 
• Health 2nd period (A days): We had a guest speaker from the Phoenix Alliance of something who talked to us about not smoking and the fight against the adds for it. "We are not against smokers, just not the manufactures!" The lady was cute, but...well.... a little off her rocker. Hee hee She kept repeating the same information over and over again. It was annoying.
• Wiley and the Harry Man's (the play I am "student directing" for drama) 1st performance is on Dec. 11th at East!! (Well that's the one where you people can come and see it! )
• I had a terrible stomach ache during third period today.
• Tonight was my first of nine classes of Drivers Education. I am taking it at A1 so I don't have to take it through school and waste a credit and a lot of time. It was pretty interesting. The class went from 6-8 p.m. And there was only 5 people (including me) who came tonight. This one kid who was well over the age of 18 didn't have his permit yet, but drove there. A lady was was kind of heavy set couldn't read simple words and this other couldn't speak in English but understood it. And then there was my buddy. He looked just like the Math geek from Mean Girls that is the head of the Math Club. This dude had his ski goggles around his neck and every time the teacher lady would put on a movie he would put them over his eyes and sleep. Ha ha I hope he is there tomorrow! 

Random Fact: The "Advent Elf" still comes to my house and leaves little treats each night of December. Tonight it was a little snicker shaped like a nutcracker.

Funny Moment of the Moment: I love when guys say I love you; but then quickly add- in a non creepy or gross way. It makes me laugh. :) 

Thanks for reading! 

Peace! 

Your voice is a mixture between Fergie and Jesus

Hello.  How are you all doing? I'm alright. In other words- I could be a lot better. It is almost 10:00 on a Saturday night. Here is the update:  

Mood: I feel sick to my stomach and could possibly start crying for no reason. As I am staring at our newly added Christmas decorations I want to feel happy. I want to smile and be in the "holiday" spirit- its just not happening. I feel lonely.  I also don't want to go to school at all on Monday! Gah. I wish the weekend of freedom didn't have to end. Oh well. 

Listening too: "I need some fine wine and you need to be nicer" By: The Cardigans 

Eating: Nothing (which is kind of odd.....I'm always eating!) 

Quote of the moment: "War does not decide who is right... only who is left."- Bumper Sticker on the back of this dudes purple Jeep driving down State Street. 

Just Wondering: Do you ever wonder if the people you thought as friends think of you as a friend back? Right now.. and well.. um.. a lot lately.. I have been wondering that. I don't want to sound stuck up or what not but I honestly think  most of my 'friends' don't like me back as much. I mean I feel left out all the time. I wont let this stuff bother me, don't worry. 

Headlines: 

• Thanksgiving was alright. I missed my cousin... (he was in Las Vegas guarding a soccer goal in the Turkey cup or something with a Turkey) The food just didn't seem as wonderful as usual. I felt pretty though (Which I haven't felt for a long time) 
• I saw the movie BOLT yesterday. Talk about adorable. That movie is a must see. I am fifteen and I enjoyed the cute animation characters. Ahh! 
• We went Christmas tree 'shopping' today. Our tree is 8 feet tall and beautiful. My Mother put way to many stands of lights on it that it looks like it is on fire. I LOVE IT. We put the decorations on tomorrow night. Maybe I will put on a picture.

Random Fact: Candles are beautiful. They smell amazing and the glowing of the flame hidden in the middle of a flicker of color, always makes the room feel magical. 

What I WANT most at this very moment: I want to be asked to the school dance. I want to go really bad. I am insane about it. Whenever the door bell rings late at night I have this feeling that when I open the door it would be a creative cheesy way asking me to the dance. My family has just been saying that its just the school I am in and such.. but I know they are just covering up the fact that they know I am not very popular. Anyways. I just want to go to the dance. 

• I would also like it to rain or snow-HARD
• (I would also like to know you Mr. mystery is who wrote on my blog) 

Funny Moment of the Moment: I am watching Spider-Man with my sister. The part w

hen M.J. kissed Spider man upside down. My sweet 12 year old sister just turned to me and said Wouldn't it be weird to kiss upside someone who is upside down? I guess you 

wouldn't have to worry about their nose getting in the way." HA HA I love her! 

That's all! Comment (especially Mystery Boy) 

xoxo- Audrey 

Thanksgiving is a heart warming American tradition commemorating how the Indians helped the pilgrims. And how did we repay them?

Answer: By shipping them off to the shittiest bits of real estate

Thanksgiving is tomorrow! Yay! I love holidays that have good food. Everything needs a food experience (I mean how else am i supposed to remember it?) Thanksgiving is a time that I honestly think about and notice how fortunate I am to have everything that I have.

What I am thankful for:

• My family - I would not be able to survive with out any of my family. All of them. They make me always feel amazing. They make me laugh with their sarcastic humor. My parents are more than I can ask for. My sister is my best friend. I'm also very thankful for my cousin Luke, who has become my adopted brother. I always knows he is there for me. 
• My friends - I  have wonderful friends. I know I don't always see it that way and get really annoyed with them and feel left out often.. but overall they are my friends and I would be lost without them. 
• My home - I am very lucky to have a roof over my head and the nice house that I live in. Its wonderful and something that very few people are fortunate to have. 

That is just a small list. I am so thankful for so much I could go on for hours and hours and you would get bored. So I hope you all have a Happy Thanksgiving! Don't get to fat! 

Xoxo

Im still alive.

I want to move away. I want to be the new kid on the block. I want to leave and start over in a total different school and a whole different city. I want an adventure.

I have always wanted to be the new student. Walking into a school not knowing where you are and where you are going. Coming to the school in the middle of the year, when everyone has already made their cliques. I want a best friend that is a boy- not a boy friend, but a friend that is a guy. Just like in the movies. I want to change my image to be more like the person I want to be. The person I am trying to be here, but cant because of what my past has written out for me. I never made it into the popular group. I have become friends with people I feel are just acting to be my friend. I don't have a best friend to call every night. I don't have a boy to giggle about. I want to go to a new school where no one knows me. And I don't know anyone. I want to be lost and then found. I want to change. I want an adventure farther than the occasional vacation. I want to start from scratch.

I want, I want, but it wont happen. I'm going to go to school tomorrow and sit quietly in biology dreaming that I only knew someone. I will go to lunch and sit with the people I always do, waiting for someone to even acknowledge that I exist. I feel like I have dug myself in a whole by growing up with all these kids. They just know me as the quiet one who is nice to everyone.

I want to change how i look. How I feel. i want a flat stomach and thin face. I want my hair to be silky smooth and look cute and fun. I want my true personality to shine through my clothing style and not what is just "cool" with everyone else. I plan on doing this. . . . . .

I want to be asked to a school dance. I hate living in a state where no freshman or sophomores goes the dances. Its only my dream to be asked by a cute sweet guy and have so much fun. But I have a feeling that there is a slim chance that I will ever be asked to a dance.

This blog was not a pity rant. I wrote about how I am feeling and what I am planning to do about it. I don't want a whole bunch of comments telling me I will be asked to a dance or I do have friends. I want a comment that will actually mean something to me.

Thanks for listening.

Bouncing is for balls.

U.E.A. Ahhh. A time to relax and enjoy a few wonderful days with out classes, teachers, and homework. I wish I had every thursday and friday off. A lot has happen these few days, nothing bad, everything wonderful.

I think we shall start with Friday. Friday was like frosted flakes. It was GGGGGRRRREEAAATTT! ha ha Friday was my good friend Lindsay's 16th birthday. To surprise her i "kidnapped" her and took her out to lunch and to get our nails done. Im not really one who goes and gets her nails done and loves it, but it was pretty nice to get them done and be papered. They didnt last too long- every nail has a the tip edge scraped off. Oh well. Anyways- afterward my sis, mother and me went to the wonderful Park city for the evening. My sister and I got our own room together and well my parents the same. The room was amazing. One large king size bed, a deck with a view of the sunset, and a shower will the shower head of heaven. We stayed up all night, ordered pizza at 10 p.m. and then went swimming until 11:30. We ate the pizza out in the hall at this random glass table with chairs. This really cute guy started to walk past, as he did I gave him the look that he deserved (drooling beautifulness..ha ha) and the minet i did so, Mr. Hottie turned around. He gave me the biggest smile and walked back where he came from. We saw him again at the pool late at night, he was with three girls, and those three girls were all over him all night. When I walked passed him he turned to the girls and said "that is her," they giggled but my sister said he never took his eyes off me. Ha ha. He kept giving me glances all night and when my sister and I were the only one in the pool, he left his girlies and jumped in. Doing a complete "Zac Efron" move. Going under water and attempting to look attractive comming out. I admit, he did, but he also reminded me of a mermaid.

I left the hotel this morning and went to my Grandparents house to meet my cousin Kellie and aunt Pattie who flew in from Spokane late Friday. We went shopping everywhere and out to lunch and dinner. It was wonderful to catch up with my much missed relatives. I haven't laughed so hard in a while.

Love you all.

Goodnight.

On the other hand, you have different fingers.

It snowed a bit today! I am super excited!! I love the snow-but I hate being cold. For you all who know me- you know i am always cold! I can never seem to be warm enough! Goodness...what will we ever do with me!

Anyways. I cant believe that East lost against Cottonwood. I mean come one- we didn't loose by a few points we lost by A LOT! AHH. The game was fun though. Lindsay, my best friend, and I went to the game looking cute-but not warm. We froze! By the time we left the game, our toes hurt so bad! AHH! At the game, my cousin Luke came. I missed him. Alot. I haven't seen him since......to far back i cant remember. I'm glad we are still friends. But i realized time has changed him. He now is all about getting drunk, sneaking out, and making out. He told me I would be the funniest drunk and he is going to get me drunk so I can get my first kiss. He was so different. It was weird. It wasn't my same cousin I saw months and months ago. He had changed too much. But i still love him oh so deeply. he has been like my brother and he will always be. I just hope that he makes the right choices. He has so much to offer. He is an amazing soccer player and can cook the most delicious meals right off the top of his head. ha ha it makes me smile just thinking of the fun times. He almost died once....the worst experience of my life so far....I cant imagine losing him. <3

I need an adventure. Like badly. I want to escape. You know...Jump in a car, ride until the gas runs out and then walk so far.

You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you mad.

I am going to start with girls are evil. They truly are. When we have a problem with another girl (or guy even) we gab and gossip about that person until our lips are sore from flapping around to much. When something goes wrong, it always the other persons fault. So lets blame them and tell stories to everyone. I noticed today, starting with my first period (French), that girls gossip and tell lies way to much. Every class, there was a situation where one was hating the other and so on. God! Why can't we be more like guys and just swing a punch in the face and call it even. Its annoying. During lunch, during drama, even during English, some girl came up to me and told me some heka large tale about why I should hate someone else because of what they "did or didn't" do to them. Even adults are guilty. Girls want to tear people down mentally, by destroying statuses and friendships and GAH! Okay I'm done.

Second. Most boys are rude.(most was the key part in that sentence) Self centered jerks. I mean come on! When they say or do stuff, do they think about who they are hurting? I am going to use one of my friends as an example. She has liked this boy since the beginning of time, or 6th grade either one, and he has seemed to like her back. Like a month ago she was texting him (which happens often) when lovely "Mr. right" asked the imfonous question "who do you like?" My friend.....lets call her Susie....Susie answered being the brave, sweet, honest girl she is "actually you...." I know, cute right? Right! To make things more fairy tale like he answered "i like you too..." Oooohhh. Sigh. So they text some more, blah blah, and decided to hang out after the football game (or something like that). When that time came, Mr. Right galloped off with Miss Make out with everything that has a heartbeat and chest hair! And guess what they did....made out. He ditched her to make out with Miss Too Much Action for My age! RUDE. This was all upsetting to any girl who knew about the whole situation and only wanted the best for..."Susie." Susie shook it off and figured she would still be nice and friends with him. Susie is in this club thing at school you see, and they are having a date night. Susie called Mr.Right/Wrong/Rude and invited him to be her date, he accepted and said he WILL be there. WHAT EV! He text her last night (like two weeks after the invite) and asked what time her thing was at, she answered with the time and asked if there was a problem. Mr.Right/Wrong/Rude replied with the answer of something like "I actually have already committed to this soccer date night do dah, they asked before you did." Which is pretty much a lie. I can almost guarantee that soccer girls called that night and since they were older and more popular and have nots that his heart just couldn't say no! Give me a break! Now Susie is all by her lone some for the date night so far. So do you see why currently I think most guys are jerks.

Wow. I'm glad I spit all that out with out choking someone! On a lighter note I have a slightly funny/sad/weird/idk story to tell you about my day. Do you remember a few posts back me mentioning a boy in my health class wanting to go skating with me? Well, this is about him. Since that little conversation, he has open the door to talk non stop. I see him everywhere all the time. He is so nice and such, its just the whole walking with me to everywhere is kind of weird. Ha ha Anyways, Today walking out of health he ctahces up to me and starts talking (imagine that) I was kind of getting annoyed with him and just kind of everything that i had to get away. When I started walking passed the lunch room he asked:
*I'm just calling him Seth
Seth: Are you not going to lunch today?
Audrey: Um...I just need to go to my locker
Seth: Oh. Can I come?....I would love to see your locker
Audrey: Sure? But its not very exciting....
So we walked up to the C floor to my locker. Now I haven't really used my locker at all this year, so I don't know what number it is or the combination. So here I am walking a talking boy to my locker, with the combination and number in my hand on a piece of paper. He thought it was really funny that i didn't know my locker. When we got there, i opened it, through in a random notebook, cause honestly I didn't need to go to my locker, and shut the door. He was still talking. Then he walked me back downstairs to the sophomore lunch area. He asked if I wanted to sluff 3rd period with him. I said no, being the good girl I am, and not completely trusting the talking boy. Then he begged, I gave excuses. Then he said alright. I said I had to go. He left. AHH It was so randomly long and annoying. Its just one of the situation you cant get out of and really want/need to! That was the exciting story of the day.

Tonight we decorated our house with Halloween decorations. My sister got so excited it made me want to curl up in a ball and pout cause I no longer felt the same excitement from putting paper jack-o-lanterns on the windows and such. I mean why don't i? I tried so hard to play "I am as excited as you are for the up coming holiday" as best as I could, but I think she could tell because she kept asking "Are you having fun?" I was, really! But it wasn't the same.

Oh yeah. I need to get my permit. My birthday was March 1 and I still haven't gotten it. I don't know if its laziness, time, or what but goodness. I am sick and tired of my friends nagging on my to get it. I don't have the family time to drive and take the test and get it! I have only gone driving twice cause both my parents work and we are all so busy. I want to drive, really, but now, I feel like I am never getting my permit. Every time my friends get together we they talk about where was the last place they drove and laws and how excited they are to get there license in blank number of days. I just sit there cause I don't even have my permit. It makes me want to just cry. I hate being behind everyone else.

That's my ramble. I hope you have a good night. Later! <3

"Your like my musical soulmate."

Its raining outside and I am so excited. I love when it rains...everything about it! My windows are opened as far as they can letting in the cool breeze. This weekend has been wonderful, in no particular way or fashion. It just was.

Friday night I went to the homecoming game and cheered on East's football (beautiful) team. We won, of course! The game was a lot of fun in the sense of hanging out with your friends, finding out who is hanging with who and such. The football players aren't that bad either. I must say, goodness, our team has some cuties! :) brought my sister to the game (I know, I know, she is three years younger, blah, blah, But she is my best friend!) and I think she had fun hanging out with the coolest sophomores of the school! Ha ha Everyone was kind to each other. Spencer still wont talk to me, he acts like I don't exist after my sarcastic remark oh so long ago. Gah! Get over it. Oh well, if he feels the need to forget me and all...his loss. But overall It was a really fun night.

On Saturday I felt like Cinderella. My mother asked me to clean the house for our guests who were coming to dinner. So i did. When the time came to get "pretty," I truly felt as if my fairy tale had started. There I was looking cute as can be after the cleaning all day, and I was still ready for my fairy godmother to come and take me to the homecoming dance. I want to go so so so badly. I respect the religious views of not dating until 16 and all, but why not dances?? I mean you have them in your stakes and wards all the time. My friends wouldn't even go stag with me. We would be in a group of girls, and yet..they still are not old enough! Gah! I should have just gone all alone.... :(

Today, Sunday, I slept in, did some homework and went to see a movie at Gateway with Gabrielle. We took trax down and ran oh so very fast to make it to the movie on time. We went and watched "Nick and Nora's Infinite Play list" which was so cute and funny. It is made by the same people as Juno....so you knew it had to be good. Some of it I was a little worried about my sister, but she seemed oblivious. Whew! After the show, we went and spent our gift cards and the AMAZING ZUMIEZ! I purchased an awesome robot tee shirt and a sweater from the mens section. (The mens clothing are more attractive on me then the women's in some cases...) That made the day even better. I plan on wearing my man sweater tomorrow!

Tomorrow...School doesn't start until 9:20 AM because all the teachers are having so fancy to do meeting. I plan on sleeping in, taking a long shower, and actually trying to look pretty for school tomorrow. It will be relaxing.

****Oh my goodness!! Random thought but: If any of you had Mrs. Story for AP biology you know where I am coming from. Thursday night I finished all my vocabulary cards for ch. 4 and tonight I finished my chapter outline too. Its not even due for another week, but I wanted to get it done so I can study...But my hands are ike cramped up. My outline was eight pages front and back, neatly printed, works of art! AHH! Too much work, hopefully it will all be worth it. ha ha

Well goodnight. I hope it continues to rain!!

You forget all of it anyways.

"You forget all of it anyway. First, you forget everything you learned-the dates of Hay-Herran Treaty and the Pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your teachers, and eventually you'll forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, oh so slowly, you forget your humiliations- even the ones that seemed indelible just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college. Who threw the best parties. Who could get you pot. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and even the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. And then once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else."


That was from the book I am currently reading- Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac- that made me stop and think. Is it not all true. Will we forget all of that? Will it matter who is popular now or slightly behind? Will anyone of us remember? Right now, sure, we all say we will, but is it true? Looking back 20 years from now will I remember watching Becca kiss/orange hold with the new Phillip kid from Sweden? Will I remember the cute words said by my latest crush (who will not be named)?

Maiden Oregon

What is up readers from wherever? I am currently exhausted and laying in my twin sized bed! YAY! Life for me has been pretty exciting lately. You could say that the "Unthinkable" has been happening. The madness started on a lovely Thursday:

Thursday:

Walking down the hall of the crazy B floor during a lunch can be an adventure on its own. That is where our story begins. I was walking to math (3rd period B days) through the floods of hungry teens at 1st lunch, when i felt a wee tap on my shoulder. I turned to see that it was Alvan, in his bright blue shirt, from my health class on A days. The conversation to follow went something like this:

Audrey: Hey
Alvan: Hi, your in my health class right?
Audrey: Yeah? Whats up?
Alvan: Well...remember on like the 2nd day of class you did you little about me page thing?
Audrey: Yeah (*how could i forget, i felt like an idiot cause only three in the class actually did what they were supposed to*)
Alvan: And you said you skated?
Audrey: Yeah
Alvan:..............(pause)
Audrey: I am not very good, like I cant do any tricks, but i can stay on the board.......
Alvan: Well...i was wondering....if you would...like to go skate with...me today?
Audrey: Oh. I would love to, but I already made plans. I'm so sorry.
Alvan: Oh (disappointed look on his face)
Audrey: Sometime soon though, I promise.
Alvan: Alright! Um...well...have a good weekend. I will talk to you later.
Audrey: For sure. See ya.

I was late to math. Oh well it was worth it. The rest of the school day was a drag so I will just skip that. -fast forward- After school Natalie and I hung out and went and got food that was so unhealthy for us at emogration. YUM. We just talked, talked, talked, and such. Then we went to the park and talked again. While at the park this old man came and sat on the empty park bench near us. He started telling us about the wonders of technology and cell phones and his life. They he asked "You both are LDS right?" Natalie answered yes, I not being LDS answered no. He looked at me and said "It will happen." And walked off. What a creeper? Ha ha I found it funny, not that being LDS is a bad thing, but saying that made me laugh. Funny stuff.

Okay so the whole time, Natalie and I were talking about hanging out with Matt Webb (the new hot shot in town. ha ha not really, okay well he is cute, never mind, you get the idea) So what did we do, called Matt and invited him over to my house. It was a blast. First I had to give the new guy in town directions to my house, which i accidentally messed up on. (For all who know me, I am not a good directional giving person, right? of course right!) But he eventually showed up. When he parked his nice truck in my drive way, all three of us walked up to Emogration. After fooling around in the store (drawing our names in the frost glass of the frozen department, Matt spraying my "water proof" jeans with the veggie water hose thing, and teasing Natalie) we bought cook your own cinnamon rolls. I payed, We walked home. The rolls only took like 10 minuets so we started playing Phase 10 (my sister too) which was a completely laugh out load experience! I still think Matt made up some rule about all the same colors, blah blah, but whatever! :) We only made it to like Phase 4. The rolls were okay, but Matt and Natalie sure enjoyed them. I think each of them had three. "Matt: Strong men fight with phase cards....Audrey: Weak men fight with frosting on their face! (ha ha crowd goes wild)" Good times. Matt had to leave at 10 so we said our goodbyes. He hugged Natalie and I, and then gave my sister this weird hand hug. WEIRDIE. But she couldn't get over the fact that a senior guy thought her red pants were cool. (cute) That was such a fun evening. I hope we do it again soon, so I can win Phase 10 once and for all! :)

Earlier that day, over a dinner of pizza, my father informed me that he is taking me with him early Friday morning to Myrtl Point Oregon, to help run the Concrete Rodeo Event. AHH!

Friday:

At four in the morning, I left to Oregon. My father was driving, our other work member JJ was in the front seat, and me...well..um..snoring in the back. Driving up the street and asked me Father

"Hey, did you grab my skate shoes and put them in the bad?"
Father: "Ya for sure, i promise."
Me: "Okay, good. Thanks, cause if you hadn't of I wouldn't have any shoes at all"

Sure enough, about thirty minuets later, my Father, received a text from my mom reading: "I think you forgot Aud's skate shoes. Happy Shopping! :)" So Yes, I was shoeless. We drove and drove. When it came time to stop in Winnimucca for breakfast, I was still shoeless. I put on my ONLY pair of socks and walked into the restaurant like it was no big deal. I ate food and was never questioned about my shoes. So, we kept driving. We stopped at Jack's Board House in Medford Oregon. (Jack's houses the most hard core skaters out there. Thrasher magazine has written that "even the eight year old are drinking beer while skating." Coolest place ever." My buddy Justin Shirley helped me pick out these wicked awesome guy shoes and helped me with sizes. I was sold. (no i do not have a picture to post) When paying for them with help from Rita (the shop owner) Tyler Albright (another skater i have grown to know) asked:

Tyler: "Hey Konrad (my father) have you ever been to Myrtl Point."
Father: "Once..."
Tyler: "Man that place is scary. I have gone once to skate. I was skating down the street and people started coming out their ghetto homes and just sat there at stared at me. I felt like I was going to me abducted. The Myrtl Point massacre!"
Father & Audrey: "ha ha ha ha"
Audrey: "well if you were scared the rest of us are dead!"

That my friends was a true. If Tyler was afraid, then we were all done for. Cause Tyler was a tough kid! ha ha His statement turned out to be slightly false. Sure the town was empty, and a little run down. But people weren't rising out of their homes like bodies from graves. We stayed at the Grandmother of all skaters, Carolyn's, house right across the street from the skate park. It was so awesome. Here was this 75 year old lady who had committed her self on building a skate park for the children on Myrtl Point. She had made scrap books from the beginning of it all. Newspaper articles, photographs, fliers, invites...The whole sha-bam. She said that a few skaters were going to camp in her yard for the night. When I went out with one of the skaters to help him with is tent, the whole skate community of Oregon, seemed to be back there. It was quite the party. Lucky me, got to share a bed with good ol' dad. It was big enough for the both of us, so it wasn't bad.

At about 3 in the morning i woke up because our bedroom door was being open. I layed very still. Two giggly girls with a flash light walked in looking for the bathroom which was indeed connected to our room. I thought we were going to have the classic three in the morning, two girls who have had to many beers, pee a thon. It was perfect. The one was walking and didn't realize the bed. She tripped slightly and before putting her hand on my dad, freaked out. Thin she was whispering she shouted to her friend who was right behind her "THERE IS A BED HERE! WITH PEOPLE! (giggle giggle)" The two stumbled in to the bathroom. It was the shut the door and think no one can hear you deal that followed. You heard them talking all about how they hate camping and how their boy friends were so sweet and cute. Blah blah. The door opened, and the one girl said "hey hurry up! lets get the f*** out of this F****ing room." Then they were gone. Funny. Its going into the books.

Saturday:

I woke up at 6 am to find grandmother Carolyn had made a breakfast to feed an army. We ate then left to go set up for the event like a usual skate event morning. Walking out in the back, there were tents everywhere! It was awesome.

The event went well. A lot of wonderful skaters and people. There was this one guy that had painted his face to look slightly like the newer version of the joker from batman. I'm sure it had something to do with the Insane Clown Possy or something. But I found it awesome! (I will put pictures up once I download them all!)

We backed up and got in the car and drove away. About an hour later my Father asked if anyone knew where the money bad with about $$690 was.....no one knew. We stopped at the next gas station and made a frantic search. Pulling out verything , and unloading the whole truck. It was not found. After discussing it, we came to the conclusion that it had indeed been stolen from us. I can't imagine needing to steal from an event like this. It must had been a new parent who didn't know us. Cause all of our skaters respect what we do. This event is the least profitable for our family and as a job. In fact we lose money every year for it. But we put it on for the kids and love of skateboarding. Unbelievable.

Later that night after having some Mexican food. We camped. My father only brought a sleeping bag for JJ and a one man tent so I got the pleasure of sleeping in the truck, which was so much fun.


Sunday:

We drove home today. 15 ong hours from Oregon to Utah. I had an exciting trip and I am really said to have to say goodbye to the skate events for the year. Now we have skiing, which I love the world cups, but its not the same. Skaters are more real. They are down to earth and face struggles everyday. Fact: not even a few are like poser Ryan sheckler. The skiers have money, so its not such a big deal to win a back pack with a shirt.


Sunday night is when I end this here post. Its late and I should go to sleep to catch up on my zzzz's for school tomorrow. Which I am not excited for. I promise to put up some photos of the event, because i caught some sick shots of the wonders of skaters with my new camera. 'Till then- Goodnight. <3


***to explain the title: Tyler Albright, skater for Jacks Board Shop, has MAIDEN OREGON tatoo on his back in the same font as Iron Maiden's logo.*******


Oh yeah....And you all should comment so I feel loved and wanted! Thanks Punks and Punkettes!

Is it cause Im cool?

Is it cause Im cool
Why you dress like me is it honesty or you just a fool
Is it cause Im cool
Why the school kids laugh cause the papers got it wrong again
Is it cause Im cool
Take a piece of me serve me up on a plate in your restaurant
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im fly
Cos I said what I said when I said what I said but I didnt say
Is it cause Im hip
Why you dig my shit and you say I am a fan now I understand
Is it cause Im hot
Why you mention me in your V.I.P memories
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im cool
I aint buying or selling today
Im just looking around
For some decent conversation
No hidden agenda
No phony pretender
No holding on out for no sweet sixteen
Or peppermint dream
Ill call you please dont call me
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im Smart
Why you break my heart with the lies you tell baby kiss and tell
Is it cause Im wrong
That you jump right in with no discipline baby sink or swim
Is it cause were friends why you use my name just to entertain yeah
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im cool
Time keeps ticking and running away
And Its taking us fast to a brand new free dimension
Too cool to mention well thats the intention
But some of us too damn blind to see
Its setting us free
Say goodbye to jealousy
Is it cause Im cool
Is it cause Im cool

I would like a big brother, please.

I want an older brother. It may sound extremely stupid and silly, but I have truly always, always wanted one. I have a little sister, who is my world! And sometimes I love it just being us. She is the cutest thing and my best friend, but it is not the same. It could be the fact that I'm the oldest and never really had someone to look up to other than good ol' Mom and Dad. I want that feeling that he is always there for me. A slight feeling of protection you might say. One that I looked up to and all my friends think he is cutest thing! I want to go and talk to him when I have a problem. So he can save the day with the whole BIG BROTHER act. I want someone to teach me the game of football, like how to play, and the rules. I want a brother to punch me in the arm or push me just because. I dont want a boy friend, cause even though they might follow all the traits listed above, most don't last forever. You can't buy a brother at the Toy Store or through a family magazne. (*trust me I checked tee hee) I would like one.

Dew Tour, School Days, and More...OH MY

Where can you find both good looking skateboarders and amazing talent at the same time? The DEW TOUR of course! Starting on Thursday afternoon all the way through Sunday night, I went to enjoy the wonders of the AST Dew Tour. It was so amazingly amazing. Thursday afternoon, not too long after i came home from school, Me, Gabrielle (my sister/best friend), and my Dad took Trax downtown to the Delta Center (I know, I know, "Energy Solutions Arena", BLAH) where the festivities were being held. We watched the pre-lims of the skatepark comp. (Pre-lims= the qualification round for the finals) Thats where I saw my all time favorite person in the whole wide world! *Christian Sereika!* (*see bottom for definetion) Ah he is beautiful! Sadly, he didnt make it to the final round. Oh well. Good looks wont get you everywhere.

Friday night we trax'd down and watched the BMX dirt biking. (Normal BMX bikes, doing crazy stunts/tricks off huge mounds of dirt) This was thrilling. I have never been a big fan of BMX bikers, mostly because they are always cutting in front of you at skateparks, but the tricks these men were pulling off were SUPER. Gabrielle and i took our "Special Guest" passes and sat at the top of the bleachers next to these two skaters. Neither were too atractive but they were funny as can be. We screamed until our voices let out. After the BMX comp, we watched a heavy metal band play and sweat (and sweat and sweat) They were pretty good. I honestly can't remeber the name of the band, but it was made up of four guys all 15 or 16. They were difficult to watch cause they kept making strange faces and pounding their heads (filled with tons of hair as long as mine) to the beat. Strange. Ha ha




Saturday was the skate park finals, which were breath taking. Gabrielle and I got the best seats (next to Tanner, Jimmy, and Eric...who are guys that go to East but never really talked to me cause...um...i dont know why) The tricks were amazing. And little 14 year old Chaz took home 1st (beating that poser Ryan Sheckler)! That kid was sick! The ollie up on the rail and backward ollie made me stand up from my seat screeming! It was so intense. And the jam...GOODNESS! This is also the event where I met my true love. Delino. He is from Brazil and competed. I wanted him to win so bad, he didnt. But wow. But overal this was my favorite event! It was so amazing!

Sunday we watched the Vert Finals (half pipe, skateboarders flying out, good stuff) which was fun, but we had terrible seats. Our seats gave the deffinition of birds eye view.The skater below looked like little lego dudes (Good thing for the jumbo traun) But it was a good show; This is the kind of thing people like Bucky Lasik and Shawn White do (Shawn didnt qualify for it though) I fell in love with this cutie (also from brazil) name Adam Taylor. He got fourth overal which was amazing! I had a wonderful time at the tour! And I can't wait for next year.

School Stuff:

So today for the first day of Thourghly Modern Millie Practice. It was fun, i guess. There are these two annoying freshman who are way cute, but way to excited about drama in every and anyway. Actually i think they are excited about anything! AH! But I think it will be fun. Annie has the perfect voice for Millie! I have high hopes!

Also in the world of theater, my 3/4 drama class is putting on a production of Wylie and the Hairyman! It will be awesome. And guess what! I am the student director! YaHOO! We already held auditions and created a cast list which I am totaly sure about! It will be fun,

I fell asleep in history today.

Well I think thats all folks!

xoxo
Audrey Ann

*Christian is my crush for forever! He has compete in numerous concrete rodeo events and it beautiful! I am not kidding. AHH! And everytime i see him he gives me $25 dollars and his phone number..(sure that only because i am in charge of registration and every boy who walks up to the white tent does, but no one needs to know that!) **

Thinking, Wondering, Hoping, Wishing, Waiting, Wanting

Goodness. I haven't wrote on this for a while. Hmm...Better fix that.

Today was a B day. I lothe B days. First period was Ap Biology with Mrs. Story, who talked and talked. I know she was preparing us for her test comming up but i was just zoned out. I was thinking of everything of anythings. I was wondering what happened to Lindsay's wrist. How cute Matt was when he tapped his toes. And the up coming Dew Tour (which I have VIP passes too and am super duper excited for!) It was one of those moments where you just noticed the little and blig things of your life. I have been thinking an awful lot lately. Weird.

For Drama there is trip down to Ceder City. I signed up and got my money in and all, but Im wondering If i really "want" to go. I mean i wanted a trip and get a way. I am not going to compete or anything. But a lot of my friends are not going because its also home coming that weekend. Im not planning at all on going to homecomming. I would go to the game, but thats it. I want to have fun, but Im starting to think it was all a mistake. Oh well,i guess.

Okay so I kind of a little lot like this kid right. But he is a senior. So whats the point of liking him right,he will never like me back. I dont know. But I cant stop thinking about him. I'm not one of those girls who will go tell him, or flirt tomake himlike me. I'm just the one who waits that he will send me a text, or I will see him in the hallways. Or maybe even he will choose me to be a partner in class or smile at me. I cant make him like me (even though i know he will never think of me more than a classmate...) And I think he likes my best friend. I love her dearly but everytime she says he sent her a text or I see him talk to her in class I cant help but get jelous. Thats my boy rant.... :/

Well I will try to write more. Thanks for listening to my heartfull ramble. T'll next time. Peace.

Skateboarders against Palin!

* Palin Supported Penalties for Using Skateboards on Public or Private Property in Wasilla.
“Beginning Oct. 15 — after the expected opening of the $233,000 Wasilla Skate Park — skaters will be breaking the law if they use their skateboards, in-line skates, bicycles, scooters (or any other recreational, non-motorized wheeled device) on public or private property where signs are posted forbidding their use.”

The Frontiersman added, “In the ordinance approved Monday, the penalty for first-time violators of the ordinance is a written warning and the skate device may be confiscated for 10 calendar days. For a second offense, a $50 fine shall be paid and the skate device may be confiscated for 30 calendar days. A third-time offender will have to pay a $100 fine and will lose his or her skate device permanently.” [Frontiersman, 9/18/98]

On a different note:

Outfit: Take five sweats and I HEART San Fran shirt

Hair style: wet and down

Mood:sad

Music Listening to at the Moment: Save the Night - Eagle Eye Cherry

Texting: no one...

Eating: ice

Word of the moment: hope

Current Big Event: I had dance tonight. AKA the most fun thing ever. We are learning this combination that each of us have helped create. It is so good. Its one of those dances that when danced with enough heart and emotion you WILL get chills or cry

Excited for: Drama tomorrow....i guess

Not Excited for: Schoolio!

Favorite movie at the Moment: Across the Universe

Favorite Quote of the Moment: *You know you are crazy about someone when you take a longer way to class, even if it means climbing an extra set of stairs, just to see him.*

Crush: This total cutie that is like kind of off limits in a way, but way sweet. Lets just say he is not my usal type. (usal type: Skater look) UPDATE: So he totally tapped me on the shoulder today and walked away and then turned around and smiled his crooked smile. cuteness major. I dont think he will like me bad eva but, cuteness.

Favorite color: Yellow and Orange

Favorite food of the moment: hot chocolate

Listening to: Scratched- Scratched

Wants to try: Almond Pecan Ice cream (i still havent tried it...hmm...bettter fix that)

Favorite School Subject: Lunch

Club member of: "the singers need work" club (we are working on jackets! Im the vice pres! )

Sports: Dance (modern, jazz, some hip hop, freestyle) Skateboarding, skiing

Wants to go to: the dance floor

Right now:

Hello. So I feel like updating you on my life right now! Yay.

Outfit: black sweats and my High School Musical the Musical sweatshirt

Hair style: Messy bun type thing

Mood: Giddy

Music Listening to at the Moment: Big & Rich (Save a horse, ride a cowboy) unknown artist

Texting: Matt

Eating: Popcorn (homemade!)

Word of the moment: optimism

Current Big Event: I tried out for Thourghly Modern Millie today! yay! I dint do to hot on the singing (but singing is not my thing) But had so much fun doing the dance...i think i danced all over it! Ha ha

Excited for: Dance Tommorrow night!!!! My favorite.

Not Excited for:School tomorrow....GAH

Favorite movie at the Moment: Across the Universe

Favorite Quote of the Moment: *You know you are crazy about someone when you take a longer way to class, even if it means climbing an extra set of stairs, just to see him.*

Crush: This total cutie that is like kind of off limits in a way, but way sweet. Lets just say he is not my usal type. (usal type: Skater look)

Favorite color: Yellow and Orange

Favorite food of the moment: Chocolate

Listening to: Champgne Supernova- Oasis

Wants to try: Almond Pecan Ice cream

Favorite School Subject: Drama and English (a.k.a. writting)

Club member of: "the singers need work" club (we are working on jackets! Im the vice pres! )

Sports: Dance (modern, jazz, some hip hop, freestyle) Skateboarding, skiing

Wants to go to: THE BEACH like badly

Thats all folks! Love you!

Oh my goodness. I love the rain!

Listen to your heart.

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him
goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty
that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart...


I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

2nd day of school...B Day!!

Today was my 2nd day at East High. I know they let me back in....UNBELEIVEABLE! Here is how it went...

Ap Biology- Story.

So I am not really excited to be in this class. One because I know that Mrs. Story doesnt think I belong and two Im afriad she will be right and I wont be able to prove what I am worth. Uh oh. But the one thing that was funny about this class was that she used me as an example about cell phone usage. For those who didnt know my phone went off one day in her class cause my Dad called me. I turned to turn it off and she ask for my phone. I flipped open it to stop the ring tone and noticed that it was my dad. i said 'its my dad" just out of surprise.. i didnt really mean it for anyone to know. she then yelled "I DONT CARE IF ITS GOD!!" and took my phone. She told me to talk to her after class. When I went and talked to her after class she gave me my phone and told me that my humiliation and bright red face was enough punishmeant. ANYWAYS....she told the story (except the part of giving it back) and everyone looked weirdly at me, like in surprise that AUDREY the QUEIT girl got her PHONE taken AWAY! Oh.....yeah...

Photography- Tyrell

I think this class will be fun. I love taking pictures and capturing life and peserving its memory. I think photgraohy is a passion, joy and love for me. I dont see it as a girl behind a camera i see it as an artist waiting to make a magical picture. But there is like no one in that class that I know. This girl sitting next to me had a hena tattoo. I have always wanted one so I told her that it was really cool. She started telling me about how over the summer she got a FULL body one by her boyfriend and how it was weird laying there naked. I looked at her in amazement. I dont even know her name. EWW!! ha ha

Math- Hair

Yes my math teachers name is Mr. Hair. Weird.....But that class it boring. Its kind of funny cause I had like six boys all sit around me and they were all jrs. They each had head phones and were listening to them way to load that i could tell you what song they were listening to.

Ap World History- Mc (something)

AHHH. He is creepy and that class is going to be alot of work and self teaching.


Well that was my day. I have dance tonight and I am so excited!!! I will miss jillian but she promised to come next week! YAY

First Day of School!

Im back at East High School for another fantastic year! YAY! Today was and A day. And it went at little like this:

1st Period: French- Madame Collmar

I walk in to the same classroom as I had before. My neighbor Nataile was with me along with Lauren. I didn't realize how much I didnt know until she started quizzing us and no one knew the answers. She asked me some question, of course i didnt know the answer, so I said "Can I have a life line" She laughed so hard I thought she would die, then she looked and shy Jeremy and said "Your her life line" he shot me a death stare and guessed on the answer. WRONG. hee hee

2nd Period: Health- Bills

I have a feeling that this class is going to be awkward. The only people i 'really' know is Andrew, Elliot, and Jane. Andrew doesn't like me due to this thing that happened in like 7th grade where we both liked eachother and then his friends started teasing him and such...long story! Then Jane is that girl who is on top of the "girl ladder" and just is perfect! And then Elliot doesnt talk to me. It sucks! And then the teacher is awkward himself. he used to be a coach for football or something. Uh oh. and health is just a weird class any ways.

LUNCH!

So there is this kid named Chris right. He has been texting me all summer and people had said that he started to like me, but how can he like me if the only way we comunicate is through pointless texts? Ya...So he text me on sunday. The convo went some what like this:

Chris: Guess what i wont be going to go to school with you annymore..
Audrey: Oh really? why?
Chris: Moved. Im going to Skyline.
Audrey: Oh Fun
Chris: Will you miss me?
Audrey: I guess
Chris: Your being a jerk (something about moving and not missing him..)
Audrey: What?

So anyways...I went to lunch to day and saw Chris sitting over on the edge. I walk over and asked "How is skyline?" He turned bright red and all his friends started laughing. I then said "Im glad your back" Smiled and walked away. I couldnt beleive that he would totally lie to me like that. I dont know. I found his reaction funny,

3rd period: English- Parkin

This class I think will be fun. I personally can and like to write more that math or biology so I like stuff like that. Thats all I really have to say about that class.

4th period:Drama- Micky!

This is my favorite class. There are only like 10 poeple in my class so I feel like we are going to be close. It will be fun. Im so excited. And Collin got his braces off and his hair looks so cute i almost didnt recongize my "prince charming" (inside joke) Ha ha there is also this new kid that is kind of cute from NC. Its will be so much fun! Try outs for the musical are next week and I have no idea what to sing. Its Throughly Modern Millie. I can never choose songs...so....help?

Hope your day was as fun as mine! Love you!

******Good luck to Morgan on her try outs for the big league now at SUU!!********

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Ehi. Dunque mi domandavo appena se spreco la mia scrittura di tempo su questo blog. Non so che posso l'hav e il la maggior parte della vita di intresting o lei non piace il mio stile nella scrittura. ..but è lí fuori nessuno da leggendo lí? La bontà, ho indossato il bisogno un commento su ogni palo, ma amerei sapere che qualcuno legge.

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And the hardest part of school was coloring inside the lines.

School is about to start in a week or so and Im not sure if i want to go back. I have my new classes and Im so excited for photography and drama. I am a little nervous to be in Mrs. Story's AP Biology. She didnt think I should be in that class, and I HAVE to prove to her that I can do it. I can pass it. I will study so hard that you wouldn't believe. I dont want to have the year come to a end and see her saying silently "I told you so" I need to succeed. I want to be able to come out of French 2 knowing more that "I am sleepy." I want to walk into drama this year with full determination to not let Erica's comments make me feel down about my self. No she wont get to me. I know she has a very beautiful voice and she is very talented. Its her gift. That doesnt mean I cant try a little or have fun while making a complete fool out of myself. Before it scared me, the comments I would get after my pitiful attempt at Romeo and Juilet or my not fast improv. A cute voice and shy personality will not get you to far. I am going to work harder to make my life matter. So I don't sit in bed at 12 Am and text my best friend saying I want my innocence back cause the she choices made. I want to text her in reply saying, Im living my life and Im happy with it.

But, it just caught up to me that a lot of the people who inspired me and made me smile each and everyday wont be there in the halls anymore. Its weird to think they have graduated and I am not to far behind. I don't want to face to reality. Just not yet at least. I want to go to the first day of school and have Morgan hand me a note, folded in her creative way, that i never mastered how to fold. I want Max to smile and wave awkwardly at me while asking how I was doing in front of all my friends, making me feel like the coolest girl. I want to hold Kramer's hand in the opening circle and hear his speeches of how wonderful the show will be. I want Kevin to say Hi in the hall every time i pass him. I want Samir and Shippy in my drama class goofing off and telling stories. I want Sam to not talk to me cause he thinks I had a long conversation with him through honesty box, when really it wasn't me. I want Jillian in my dance class. Oh I just didn't want anything to change and I didn't realize that it did until now. Funny how thinking at 2:00 Am can rearrange your thoughts.

Silly as it may sound. I really wish you were going to school with me again, like back in 1st grade. Where we didn't have a care in the world. And the hardest part of school was coloring inside the lines.

Heres to my school year, and to those who will be having a much bigger adventure. I miss you already.

I just kind of wish i wasnt so shy.

Hey. I just got back from 9 square. Actually I didnt play at all. I watched. I have never played before and was afraid of trying it in front of all the people I didnt know ( i knew there names but thats it....graduated seniors) I really wanted to play, but I was to shy, quiet and slightly afraid of making a fool of my self. I had fun watching though. I just kind of wish i wasnt so shy.

SiMpLe WoNdErS!

Life was so simple there. Up in the mountains. It was quiet, blissful and worry free. I would wake up in the morning on my own, the sun shinning through the old pink curtains, and birds singing in the background. I never had to worry about how I looked, it didn't matter, I wasn't there to impress anyone. It was a time just to enjoy the beauty of nature that some how always seems to be taken for granted. My cabin, located a few miles out of Evanston Wyoming, in not much. A few logs here and there. It has running water, indoor bathrooms and even a television. Surrounded by trees, no neighbors close by. Its wonderful. And its an escape from the fast moving life of the city. Being up there clears your mind and opens you eyes wide to the beautiful world around you. There are small animals that hang out around the cabin and on the small deck. My grandfather has made every little nick-nack to make the little animals feel like they live in a food frenzy theme park. I love to sit and watch them scurry around, chasing each other up and down the tall evergreen trees. Just up the road is a lake. I spent two of my three day escape enjoying its wonders. The first day it was cold, but not the type of cold that would send chills running through my body like an electrifying shock from a lightning bolt. Just enough to wear a sweatshirt. The lake was quiet. Resting in between a bed of green. A thick layer of grey clouds made a blanket in the sky.
Then it started to rain. While others around me rushed around to pack their things up and save their hair, I just sat there, on the log that had been my coach for the last few hours. The rain poured down upon the still lake. Rings circled around the center point each drop made. Its was amazing. Breath taking and Pure. The second day was quite the opposite. The sun peaked out from the clouds all day. Warming the earth enough that the flowers bloomed and seemed to smile up at the sun like they haven't seen their close friend for a few days. I could do nothing but smile and absorb the sun's beaming rays. I was sad to go. I got home today. Its not the same, but looking out my bedroom window I noticed the details in the huge mountains that lay across a blue sky. Their beauty more pronounced today.

While up in a little cottage in the woods I watched the opening show of the 2008 Beijing (Bay-Jing) Olympics. I watched through the dirty screen of a television while my dad was there, living the moment. It was truly a well done event. Magical even. I cant believe that they had 15,000 cast members. All together. Like one heart beating. I was impressed. I love to watch the different athletes walk in. Witnessing their outfits, flags, personalities, and reaction to the large crowd and performance. The story of the little boy who walked in with China made my heart sink. He was nine years old, and a survivor of the terrifying earthquake that shook the ground of china a few weeks back. He dug himself out of the rubble and then went back to save to of his friends. When a nearby reporter asked him why he went back his response was simple "I went back cause Im the hall monitor. Its my job." It showed the compassion and respect this young kid had. His story is one that should be always told. Its a story of survival and its a story of heart. We could all learn something from someone so small.