i hate reality.

i hate reality. 

so i am happy to leaving to colorado tomorrow

ever since i have been home- a week- i have felt disconnected. 

like how i feel going to a new city where i dont know anyone 

but worse

because i do know the people i feel far away from

i left happiness

and came home to drama and depression 

things seem different now

and i dont like it

i hate reality. 

i want to leave and not come back. 

for a while.