nothing about my appearance today is attractive.

 I seriously feel like crap and probably express my feelings in my outfit and make up. I put eye shadow on in the dark. Yes, that would explain why i have "soft creme" sparkles everywhere but my eye lids. (At least my mascara isn't speckled below my eyes and on my cheeks like Raggedy Ann's freckles.) I wore my man sweater today and for you who don't know me well enough to understand what my outfits are saying- i only wear my man sweaters when i don't feel wonderful or when i am extremely exhausted and cold. (or when i am on the skateboarding tour cause there... it looks hot, but that is besides the point.) My hair is in a floppy bun because  I woke up with my hair in all different directions and a "bump it" s large as Kim Kardashian's rear end. When I walked out of my room my Mother yelled "IT'S ALIVIE" and ran and hid under her bed shaking. I looked just like Amy Winehouse when she was imprisoned. Some girl even told me that halloween was last week but "your costume is great." (not really but they were thinking it. I could tell in their little razor beamed eyes.)


I need to sleep.
xoxo

actually I meant three

All I know is that you're so nice

You're the nicest thing I've seen

I wish that we could give it a go

See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world

I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile

I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn't figure me out

But you always wanna know what I was about

I wish you'd hold my hand

When I was upset

I wish you'd never forget

The look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot

That you loved secretly

'Cause it was on a hidden bit

That nobody else could see

Basically, I wish that you loved me

I wish that you needed me

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,

Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break

I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake

I wish that without me you couldn't eat

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen

And I wish that we could see if we could be something

Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

"Nicest Thing" - Kate Nash

recent favorite. 

so excited for her concert on friday.

xoxo

Halloween.. was yesterday in Utah.

Do you know what is depressing? When you have not had time to blog for so long that when you finally do go to blog you have to resign in because Blogger thought you quit on them. Come on, it has only been less than a month. 24 days to be exact. But i am back, and i promise to be better. Tonight is halloween, (but in Utah they festivities all happened on Saturday because well.. you know) and  i am sitting in my dining room while my family watches a scary movie. (Actually no one is watching it, my parents are asleep and my sister is reading an adult horror novel that will probably give her nightmares for the rest of the week, month, maybe year. I love my family.) Its quiet, except for the occasional snores that happen occasionally every second. Anyways. I was Snow White tonight, no one got to see my costume because we did not have any trick or treaters, but that isn't really what matters. What matters is that it was a perfect practicing time for me for my future as a Disney Princess.

My weekend was pretty crazy. I watched Rocky Horror and did the time warp with Becca, Amy, and Emma on Friday night. I love that show. Last night i had my annual Rotermund Pumpkin Party which was fantastic. I freehanded/patterned a Medusa pumpkin- which was the favorite of the night by the little ghouls and gals who just raved about my talent making me feel more special that i should. It was a nice self esteem booster. Oh and then after that Becca and I went to Paul and Maxwell's party.. it was insane. Dancing Charlie Chaplain's and unicorns. Zombies and goldfish galore. I was a bit sad that i did not wear my Snow White costume. But I didn't want to show up and be the only ones dressed in costumes. We already were the only high school students and all i could think of was in Legally Blonde when they tell her it was a costume party.. and it wasn't. I know Maxwell and Paul would not do that.. but that is what i thought of. I am so lame. But it was fun:) 

blood blister pirouettes

One on each big toe = sick nast = pain = beautiful pirouettes 

hand holding: no rules, no limitations, no boundaries it's like an art.

Holding hands, if you think about it, is really form art. I mean, it is the way two hands fid together creating a puzzle piece effect. It can be beautiful to look at or quite uncomfortable. There are multiple different ways to hold hands, and the way it is done, can say a lot about the couple who in participating in this body connecting art.

There is the hand hold where each person involved (usually only two. It works better this way) cups their hand like ready to catch a puddle of water, then the two hands fold into each others. This way displays that this relationship is not too far along because it leaves a tiny space between your palms, which obviously yells out NEWBIES. There is nothing wrong with being a newbie. Your day will come when there is not space between. I promise. I have seen it in the movies.

Another way is the interlocking fingers. This is where the couple spreads their fingers apart like preparing for a super excited high five. Once spread, the hands and slid together making the fingers alternate when they are squeezed together in a his, her, his, her formation (or of course, her, her, her, her, or his, his, his, his.)  This way shows that you are too close- which isn't a bad thing. When you can see this you know that this couple really wants to be all over each other because they are madly in love, but will of course refrain from physically mauling one another because people would stare and it would be awkward for the couple doing it, and the people witnessing this animalistic love behavior.

Then there is of course my favorite way. The pinky poser. This is for that couple who just wants to look cheesy and cute. Its quite easy, almost too easy. Each person puts out their inside arm pinky straight and alone. Then you hook pinkies just like you are making a promise. Walking this way makes you look lame and almost makes me want to run through the middle like a game of Red Rover because it would be so easy to break through. It also gives the impression that the couple has some serious trust issues and needs to pinky promise their love everywhere they go.

There may be more ways. I would love to hear them. Share please. Maybe even picture demonstrations of your own unique hand holding. These are just personal observations of holding hand art.