Thursday, May 26, 2011

For the Love of Coffee


I enter Coffee Garden, the small cafĂ© hidden between Cahoots and The Tower Theatre down on 9th and 9th. Setting my belongings on the only free table, four seats from the door, on the right side of the main entrance, I make my way to the counter. Its stainless steel is grimed with oil from the hands of a busy morning. The tip jar, finger printed with donations, is barely half full with crinkled one-dollar bills. “The usual?” The bed-headed college student asks me. Of course, I answer with a smile, still finding amazement that he knows how I like my chai tea poured over a half of cup of ice with a black straw instead of a white bendy one. He punches my frequent diner card twice, even though I have only purchased one item.
             I saunter back to my seat, avoiding the man with four high-rimmed cups on a tray and facial expression of pure panic. Sliding onto the bench seems awkward for me, as always. I set my right hand down on the bended lumber and suck in my stomach, even though I know there is enough room between the wooden table and the red shattered brick wall. Tilting my shoulders to the left, I fall into place, centering my torso with the table and hugging the pole between my knees. Quickly, I look around to see a reaction, but there isn’t one.
            Silence clouds the room. The place is crowded. Every black chipped chair filled, but with lonely faced occupants.  An educational aroma drifts, mixing with the sensual smell of Costa Rican coffee just brewed for the over weight man at the counter. The quiet is broken by the clinging of a falling fork from a woman with shaking hands and wrinkles folded above the brows. Leaving the three pronged eating utensil on the ground, she drips honey slowly into her hot tea. Her eyes are mesmerized by the slow departure of the thick substance from the off-white jar. A much older man steps beside her. His Velcro shoes move slowly as he scoots around the condiments island. A simple cup of black coffee turns a light brown as he stirs cream and sugar replacement with a slender red straw. Smiling in satisfaction of his work, the man tips his corduroy cap up and waddles to a near by seat. He sips with precision. His eyes, weakened with age and protected by thick glass, watch the cup as it begins to empty.  
            A young man in a blue sweater drops a piece of sketch paper in front of my table. Attractive to the eye, his palms are stained with granite from a number three pencil. As he bends down to pick up the run away art, a woman grabs it eagerly and stands before him waiting for a response from the rising man. He thanks her and sits down, leaving her discontented with the reaction of the blue-eyed artist. She moves toward his table, in what looks like an attempt to persuade him in her favor. The room grows louder with cell phone conversation and blenders crushing ice and strawberries, while her confidence softens forcing her to continue on her way to the front counter without an approach to her recent interest.
             Mozart begins to escape over the noise through the speakers above me. I take a sip of my now watered down beverage as a tattooed decorated couple sits next to me. Although they are painted with staining ink, the boy’s eyebrow is lined with rings resembling a shower curtain, and the girl’s ears are gaping with rubber gauges, they are beautiful. They talk in low conversation, but their simple hand movements express passion. His face holds a smile; a smile that looks like it longs to grasp love by the throat, strangling it until every breath is his. The girl smiles back, moving a strand of hair from between her eyes. I start to feel awkward watching this subtle romantic couple, so I direct my eyes to the ground. I notice people’s feet, their shoes, shoes that connect a resemblance of their journey to this coffee shop.
            The most interesting aspect about a coffee bar is the people who wander into it. We are all here with a common tie of thirst and hunger, but our stories are all different. Take for instance the quiet man in the corner. He is young, maybe fresh out of college, and has been sitting in the vertex of the walls staring out the window, sipping his drink aimlessly, with a look of deep thought stretched across a yawning mouth. Sadness dirties his face. What is his story? What made him choose to take a seat there? What does the symbol falling from a chain on his neck represent?
            We all have different memories, backgrounds, opinions, experiences, hopes, and dreams, but we are all connected by the need for coffee. 

Monday, May 23, 2011

Random Fictional Creative Outbursting


         He longs to paint a horizon that awakens the moon. One that spreads orange across pink cheeked clouds, doting the "I's" in skies with a massive glowing star as it descends between the cracks of mountains. He waits for minutes to pass between the sunrise and sunset, while the canvas is black before him. 
          Sugared sweet taste buds slide upon red, ripe, raspberry, lips. His eyes are clear, crisp, and sky blue, piercing life’s path before him. He stands tall, confident, but quickening breaths depict the aching within the heart of his thoughts. He is broken, but is afraid to admit it. The lost wanderer searches for his shattered mirrored reflection through old notes, photographs, and memory stained restaurant tables. He is seeking creativity to distract from recent notions. Notes prance out his musical fingertips, striking a melody with each touch upon cold white elephant ivory piano keys, twisted wired strings pulled tight on guitar screws, or a old shoe box holding nothing but tissue paper. When two lips move coherent, a soft lullaby escapes, making him feel that everything is going to be okay. Arms, strong and sturdy, hold tight against his heart. He is a protector of innocence and broken pulses. He is beautifully simple. There is a list of passwords to step inside his mind. Codes and tricks to see passed blinking pupils. He is deeply complicated. His hands, larger than mine, cup warmth and desire between palms. He longs to grasp love by the throat, strangling it until every breath is his. He has a name, and although it means nothing to you, it means the world to me. The bold letters designing his signature create a short rhythm when spoken. 

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Solitude, A day without Technology

The following is from a response to a recent assignment in English based off of a day without technology.


The assignment was to spend a day without technology and although I can hide my ipod, cell phone, and computer in a desk drawer, media surrounds me. I sit outside, on the deck with a cool breeze rushing through spring sun and my bare toes. The colors are elegantly bright after constant showers of rain. A strong smell of poised, opened, flowers cushion my sense of smell like a soft pillow. Listening in detail, I can hear the birds sing to their soon to be hatched eggs, the rustle of the leaves rubbing against the parenting branch, my neighbor talking on the phone loudly to a friend who lives down the street, an idling car engine in the near-by parking lot, children making up music videos on the trampoline behind our fence, lawnmowers, and crossing airplanes. Natural sounds wane away behind the noises of a modern city. Solitude is hard to grasp when the world rotates on an electric turntable.
            A deep problem has flooded into our society, a problem that I cannot claim to be free of by any means; in fact, as I sit here writing this I am feeling its effects. Technology has raped us of our ability to communicate with one another in person, has strengthened our fear of loneliness, and has generated  “contemporary terror [of] anonymity.”
             Apparently there was a time when people still had the ability to talk to each other seriously and for periods of time that exceeded twenty minutes. Legends, presented in thousands of pixels of pure high definition on an open web page, have informed me that at one point people lived their lives through experiences that were their own, they read books vigorously, and decided what they needed to succeed by themselves. I cannot know what this would be like, for I have grown up with all the available forms of consuming media my entire life. I was one when I first started watching television, two when I watched my first video, three for my first film in a theater, and I was five when I first learned to use a computer. As I grow older I would like to think that I am separating myself from this tasteful resources, but that is certainly not the case. Right now I sit in front of my computer with headphones on, playing music from a list of 3,748 songs, uploading a newly edited photograph of mine to my blog, and posting on Twitter about how I am doing an assignment for Ms. Lake’s class. 
            I realize that although I control the media, I'm still a heavy user, weighing my dependence on technology as a need to survive societal standards. 

Monday, May 2, 2011

Dear airports,

Dear airports, 

Osama Bin Laden is dead. 

 Sincerely: can we bring shampoo now?