Yesterday had to have been one of the most tearful days of my life. At 10 A.M. i went to my sisters graduation from 6th grade. I know I know, its not like she is leaving or something.Just switching schools, but she is growing up. They played a slide show with all the sad graduation songs. I wasnt crying until they started the section when the graduates were little. I saw my sister through all her years.It brought back so many memories. She is growing up and i cant believe my best friend in the whole wide world will be going into 7th grade. I always felt that was going to happen in the long run, but here we are. She wrote me a note that made me tear up. It goes something like this:
Audrey,
I cant sleep so i decided to write you a note like you said to do. I'm excited and not excited for summer. I dont want to leave Uintah, and I am not sure about Clayton. I dont want to grow up. I dont want you to leave me and go to college. We were supposed to have an apartent together, I cant wait until we are in the same school again. I love you. Have a good day.
xoxo,
Gabrielle
After the graduation her grade went to Boondocks. I waved goodbye as the crowded yellow bus drove away. In the meantime i got ready for Senior Wills. I had to look just right, cause i wouldnt see alot of those people ever again (or at least not a lot.) For you who are not a drama geek, Senior Wills, are object that have been passes down by the drama department that have special meanings. Its a tradition. It started at seven. I skateboarded my way up to Amber and Amy's house for the party,
First we signed year books. It was mass chaos. The minuet someone was done writing in someone elses they would shout "Who needs this persons" and the room would yell. It was pretty funny. Then we watched a slideshow about our drama year. It was so amazing to see how everyone has changed from the starting of the year to the end. I couldnt help but smile when pictures of HSM came on and everyone around me started singing the songs. what great memories.
Then came senior wills. Each senior with a will stood up in front of the crowd and talked about each item and who they get to go to and why. Morgan Callaway, sat up there, in her Pirate's shirt, and talked. It made me think how i will hardly see her again. No more notes, no more passing by eachother on B days in the C hall. I started to tear up, and that was before she called my name for the red rose. (Red Rose: Goes to someone who is loving, caring and trusting.) It happened so fast. I just reached out a grabbed it from her, flashing her a smile. I really wish i would have stood up and hugged my dear friend. But i didnt, i was still in shock that me, a quiet freshman got something. It was all somthing new to me. Then my phone kept going off. It was my parents, so i crept outside for a secound. I ran into Morgan. I gave her a hug that i wish could last a lifetime, and handed her my little gift. Thats all. I get so nervous that i will screw something up or say something stupid in front of her cause she is like my idol. Im waking out to call my worried parents when everyone started shouting "Audrey you got a senior will" So i turned around and awkardly walked up to Ryan Rose who was holding the cutest stuffed puppy. He told me it was the Baby Will (Goes to the Baby of the drama department. The cute and innocent that you just want to hug.) I took it, should have given hi a hug to, said thank you and walked out to call my parents.
When i came back a few others have gone. I said down in my spot on the floor next to Amy and Erica. Yet i didnt know the hours to come would kill my butt while sitting in that spot, but i guess it was worth it.
Jillian Murdock came up. She started talking. I just looked at her with full sadness that she was leaving. I knew Jillian before i came to East. We had taken dance together the year before, One thing i remember about that dance class is we did a part called the "Magical Forest". It was a partner part. I remember Jillian asking to be my partner. I was so excited. Her was one of the oldest, prettiest, most talented girls in my class, and she wanted to be MY partner. I couldnt stop smiling that night. -Anyways, she was talking right. She held up a princess crown. It was defentially a Jillian orginal. It had the sparkles and everything. She started talking about how the will was for a senior girl to give a underclassmen that she felt was like a sister. I listened to her and was guessing it was Lydia or Molly, cause those two seem to be best buds. She looked at me and said my name. I got up, tears streaming down my face, took the crown and gave her a hug. (I had learned my lesson-hugs are a good thing during this)
I was so happy (Yet a little jelous that Kramer kissed Erica on the forehead, and Katrina got the "Scent of Kramer" :)-) that I, a freshman, got all these senior wills, but yet i was streaming with tears, because most of these people i wont see again. The drama department has created a family for me. You dont get that from your friends who arent in drama. Sure the drama people are a bit weird. But they are the ones i admire the most. I hugged everyone, even if i didnt really know them. Jocelyn came up to me and we hugged. I hugged her like she was my best friend. I really wish i could have gotten to know her better. She is the cutest thing. (My parents love her too from take five. They just could not get over the fact that such a skinny girl could stuff so many cream puffs into her mouth (:)
They all promised to come back, and im sure they will. I mean Chase Toyn never graduated. He is always in the audience, laughing and clapping the loudest. It just wouldnt be a production without him. Im going to miss all of them. I mean who will crowd the C hallway now?
"As we go on, we remember all the times we spent together, and as our lifes change from whatever, we will still be friends forever"- Graduation, Vitamen C
Friday, June 6, 2008
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
When one adventure ends, Another begins!
Today, being the last day was a day filled with excitement. The school all crowded into the gym for the farewell assembly. Which was probably the most boring assembly i have watched.
My favorite part had to be when the dance company performed, because i love to dance. (For those who did not know i tried out for Dance co.I worked my butt off and didnt make it, but i still love watching them perform.) My favorite people to watch is Bree and Ashley. They always look like they are having fun and its not just for show.
Then they released us into the slightly cooler hallways. Everyone pushing and shoving their ways to get to the yearbook lines first. We signed yearbooks. During this, i relized how many people i didnt know> Searching through the crowded hallways i tried to find everyone i wanted to sign my yearbook. Of course, I didnt. I tried to write personal notes in every single one, cause yearbooks are a keepsake, and i dont want people to look back and see what a careless job i did. I want them to read it and check filled with memories. Some i kind of got nervous cause i didnt want to mess up or write something stupid cause i care so much about them. For example: Morgan C. and i have been writing these notes to eachother all year long. Its kind of been our little thing. I dont know. But when she came and tapped me on the back with her pen asking me to sign her yearbook my writing skills diapeared. I didnt want to mess up or sound like a dork. But of course, i had to scribble out a mistake, and spelled at least one word completly wrong. I kind of wish i could go back and fix it. Oh well.
After i got all the signatures i could find, i walked up to Herbert with Natalie and Morgan D, to our friend Tori's house. In her basement there was like a little party of all my close freshmeat friends. We all read our yearbooks and talked out each comment made in eachothers. Some of them i was kind of sad cause i felt like they would have written something more, but over all they all said the same thing "You are so cute, I will miss you, Have a great summer, call me, This class was fun, bluh bluh." There were a few that really meant somthing. When reading some of the seniors notes to me i kind of got tears in my eyes. Its weird to think that they will be gone and wont crowd the C hall way next year. Im really going to miss alot of them. Ecspecially the drama nerds (I LOVE YOU) When you are little and people sign your year book, even if they are in like 6th grade, you know you will see most of them in the years to come cause you all feed into the same schools. But when you're a senior in High School you get to go live your life, and possibly see a few familiar faces over the years.
When we had fnnished reading most of our yearbook ( i had only gotten through half of my notes by the time everyone else was done) me and six other boys walked back to Ted's house and had a party. It was fun. You wouldnt be able to imagine the looks i got while walking down the street surrounded with these guys. And not all the looks were very friendly. After a while a few more people showed up (girls too) and we had a much bigger party.
At Ted's we jumped on his tramp and played Dead Man Dead Man. I was only it like three times,but that was just because Jacob and Spencer would give the "dead" guy direstions to get me. Its was terrible. During this we had dinner prepared by Ann, Ted's Mother", which was very delicious. The whole party started to get kind of Awkward. Jaron had come over nad Natalie went all crush on him, acting like a complete fool trying to get his attention. She would bat her eyes and tell him how wonderful he was. It was like a chic flick gone wrong. To add to the excitement this kid name Aaron came over. Aaron likes me. ALOT. And he is kind of creepy. He tells me about dreams he has where he is takking off his shirts and then asks me how i like my steak cooked. He tried everything in his power to be next to me or touch me. We played basketball and he kept gaurding me, backing up his butt into me, or grbbing my shoulders to tell me something. He even held onto my hand while i was trying to shoot the basket. (that would have made it in and we would have won a point) I felt really uncomfortable so i tried to hang out with Spencer and Jacob the most that i could. They are two of my most favoritest people. I really felt like we became closer friends tonight, and i needed that. Other than the creeper, i had quite a fun time. I think this might just be a taste of what is to come in the next summer months.
Heres to the night! Im no longer a Freshman.and I am now a Sophmore. ---YAY----
My favorite part had to be when the dance company performed, because i love to dance. (For those who did not know i tried out for Dance co.I worked my butt off and didnt make it, but i still love watching them perform.) My favorite people to watch is Bree and Ashley. They always look like they are having fun and its not just for show.
Then they released us into the slightly cooler hallways. Everyone pushing and shoving their ways to get to the yearbook lines first. We signed yearbooks. During this, i relized how many people i didnt know> Searching through the crowded hallways i tried to find everyone i wanted to sign my yearbook. Of course, I didnt. I tried to write personal notes in every single one, cause yearbooks are a keepsake, and i dont want people to look back and see what a careless job i did. I want them to read it and check filled with memories. Some i kind of got nervous cause i didnt want to mess up or write something stupid cause i care so much about them. For example: Morgan C. and i have been writing these notes to eachother all year long. Its kind of been our little thing. I dont know. But when she came and tapped me on the back with her pen asking me to sign her yearbook my writing skills diapeared. I didnt want to mess up or sound like a dork. But of course, i had to scribble out a mistake, and spelled at least one word completly wrong. I kind of wish i could go back and fix it. Oh well.
After i got all the signatures i could find, i walked up to Herbert with Natalie and Morgan D, to our friend Tori's house. In her basement there was like a little party of all my close freshmeat friends. We all read our yearbooks and talked out each comment made in eachothers. Some of them i was kind of sad cause i felt like they would have written something more, but over all they all said the same thing "You are so cute, I will miss you, Have a great summer, call me, This class was fun, bluh bluh." There were a few that really meant somthing. When reading some of the seniors notes to me i kind of got tears in my eyes. Its weird to think that they will be gone and wont crowd the C hall way next year. Im really going to miss alot of them. Ecspecially the drama nerds (I LOVE YOU) When you are little and people sign your year book, even if they are in like 6th grade, you know you will see most of them in the years to come cause you all feed into the same schools. But when you're a senior in High School you get to go live your life, and possibly see a few familiar faces over the years.
When we had fnnished reading most of our yearbook ( i had only gotten through half of my notes by the time everyone else was done) me and six other boys walked back to Ted's house and had a party. It was fun. You wouldnt be able to imagine the looks i got while walking down the street surrounded with these guys. And not all the looks were very friendly. After a while a few more people showed up (girls too) and we had a much bigger party.
At Ted's we jumped on his tramp and played Dead Man Dead Man. I was only it like three times,but that was just because Jacob and Spencer would give the "dead" guy direstions to get me. Its was terrible. During this we had dinner prepared by Ann, Ted's Mother", which was very delicious. The whole party started to get kind of Awkward. Jaron had come over nad Natalie went all crush on him, acting like a complete fool trying to get his attention. She would bat her eyes and tell him how wonderful he was. It was like a chic flick gone wrong. To add to the excitement this kid name Aaron came over. Aaron likes me. ALOT. And he is kind of creepy. He tells me about dreams he has where he is takking off his shirts and then asks me how i like my steak cooked. He tried everything in his power to be next to me or touch me. We played basketball and he kept gaurding me, backing up his butt into me, or grbbing my shoulders to tell me something. He even held onto my hand while i was trying to shoot the basket. (that would have made it in and we would have won a point) I felt really uncomfortable so i tried to hang out with Spencer and Jacob the most that i could. They are two of my most favoritest people. I really felt like we became closer friends tonight, and i needed that. Other than the creeper, i had quite a fun time. I think this might just be a taste of what is to come in the next summer months.
Heres to the night! Im no longer a Freshman.and I am now a Sophmore. ---YAY----
Monday, June 2, 2008
Tomorrow is the last day!
Hey for all you that go to East. . . Im so excited for the last day. (i mean im not going to school anymore) Its finaly going to be summer. That means staying up late, hanging out with friends non stop, and having the a blast. It also mean that the Concrete Rodeo Skateboarding Tour will need/want my help. The CRT is the skateboarding tour my Dad has created. 40 cities, and like 21 states. I run registration and annouce the entries scores. And there are alot of cute guys! Everytime they see me they hand me there phone number and twenty five dollars (so its for the entry and registration, but i can pre tend cant I?)
I dont have much to say. And the words dont flow too easy as it does to Anthony, but oh well. I will message you later.
I dont have much to say. And the words dont flow too easy as it does to Anthony, but oh well. I will message you later.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Sunday Sanity. . . Old people, a board, a guy, and a dream
Today was my Grandfather's 90th birthday. I know that is like way old, but he is holding on. We bough his this cheesy sparkle hat that had HAPPY BIRTHDAY written on the front. He put it on and gave us a smile which rarely happens through pictures. It was so cute (in that old person way) During this party i got to talk to my cousin (who is like my brother) that i haven't been able to talk to in like forever so that was nice.
After the party i was skateboarding down the steet by emogration market, and someone kicked a ball out into my path. The guy that ran out to get it was my cousin. He was hanging out with his friend Drew. I gave him a hard time and the turned and met Drew's eyes that were staring at mine intently. My cousin feeling slightly akward said "Drew Audrey, Audrey Drew" I said Hi. Drew was kind of short, with thick brown hair. His eyes were gorgous but i dont remeber the color. And he was funny as can be. He kept sticking up for me when my cousin jokingly told me to go home (even though home was like three houses away) I finaly left them to there soccer and kept skating. I cant stop thinking of him. I want to talk to himm again but i dont want him to think im like a creep. I know its funny.
So i just read all the blogs about the senior prom. I am so excited for dances. They sound like so much fun. A date, looking beautiful, dancing. I cant wait. AHH. But i guess i shouldnt push them. I still have some life to live and if i wish to much they will go by way to fast.
Im going to go. Please leave a comment. Talk to you later.
After the party i was skateboarding down the steet by emogration market, and someone kicked a ball out into my path. The guy that ran out to get it was my cousin. He was hanging out with his friend Drew. I gave him a hard time and the turned and met Drew's eyes that were staring at mine intently. My cousin feeling slightly akward said "Drew Audrey, Audrey Drew" I said Hi. Drew was kind of short, with thick brown hair. His eyes were gorgous but i dont remeber the color. And he was funny as can be. He kept sticking up for me when my cousin jokingly told me to go home (even though home was like three houses away) I finaly left them to there soccer and kept skating. I cant stop thinking of him. I want to talk to himm again but i dont want him to think im like a creep. I know its funny.
So i just read all the blogs about the senior prom. I am so excited for dances. They sound like so much fun. A date, looking beautiful, dancing. I cant wait. AHH. But i guess i shouldnt push them. I still have some life to live and if i wish to much they will go by way to fast.
Im going to go. Please leave a comment. Talk to you later.
New Outfit to match my Disapointment.
I just got home and its 12 in the morning. I have been at Gateway Mall all night. I went shopping (cause thats what everyone else at the MALL was doing, and i wanted to fit in) I ended up getting three shirts at Urban Outfitters. I went to dinner at Costa Vida up by the movie theater. It was okay. The cheese in my cheese enchilada wasnt melted which made me kind of sad. To add to my saddness i went to see the new Indiana Jones movie. It wasnt my favorite. I found it cheesey. The aliens were quite a reach. (I would see it again) So that made me a bit upset too. But over all my day was pretty good. I love how warm it is outside. It was perfect, making it wonderful to go topless in the car. (Topless as in the top of my convertible bug is off and my top is still on :) Im kind of tired and think i should get some sleep so i can go celebrate my Grandfather's 90th birthday tomorrow. SEE YA.
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